check this out
I was going through my old entries... and I came across what I wrote
this date, September 12, last year... It's kinda funny.. It makes me
miss nashville tho. A LOT. I'm ready to be done with SCC.
Man, I can get sooo lonely sometimes.. even tho I've got plenty of friends here, and I really am not looking for a Boyfriend.. and most important, God is never gonna leave me... but, still cant help but to feel a lil alone at times.. and no matter how much I might not be looking/wanting a Boyfriend, doesnt mean I'm glad I dont have one. I am, but it's a lil annoying at times.. ya know? especially if I'm hangin out with couples..... blah blah........ oh well. I've been interested in a guy recently, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized it would be pointless to date him cuz I'm pretty sure it wouldnt work out. Plus, dont know what he feels anyways, soo... what's the point of worrying about it?? so, I'm just gonna let it blow off. I'm not the one to just try to date.. I dont ask guys if they would wanna date me, I mean, not much experience!! only 2 boyfriends my whole life- one cheated on me and one's married now! so, there's how great my experience is.. I really dont know how I got on this kick.. I was just gonna post my entry from last year.. but, it's good that I type this random entry out cuz I can get it out.. so.. there we go. I hope I dont sound completely stupid and I hope what I'm thinking makes sense..? Oh well, total Faith in the Lord.. that's all I need.
I have a myspace now... myspace.com/carissita.. is this a betrayal to LJ? I dont think so cuz I'm sure I wont blog very much at myspace..
anyways, if you've got plenty of time.. check out this entry... esp. if ur shandus, josh b, or al cuz you guys are in it.
what a weekend!!
well, I havent been updating in my LJ because I just never have nothing much to say, and what I do have to say seems to be pretty much the same stuff... school and work and blah blah blah. well, I had such a great weekend, I said to Josh Bowden, "I'm gonna actually write in my Live Journal!"
I started my friday off with going to school, then to work. After that, I came home, ate some supper, and went to my aunt and uncle's house. My lil cousin Brittany is turning 8 and we had a Spongebob party for her friday evening. Josh Bowden came to Metropolis that night. He hung out with me and my grandparents until Ryan got off of work at 11. Then they left, and I went to bed cuz I was SO tired.
The next morning, I got up, packed a bag, got in the car, took Oscar to my aunt's house, went to the bank, and then me and Josh headed for Nashville. I was finally driving to Nashville on my own! It was a nice trip on the way up there. First stop, Opry Mills to visit Megan at American Eagle. That was cool. We shopped a little bit. Then, stopped by Steak and Shake to see if my friend Mallory worked there. She didnt anymore. Met Shandus, Jason, and Allison at Hickory Hallow mall. Shopped awhile, had a good time. *shandus, I hope your thing went ok* from there, me, jason, josh, and allison went to Starbucks. It was good. Then, we went to downtown Nashville and ate at the Mellow Mushroom. It's a pizza place and it was really good. after that, they were gonna go back to Murf. but, I was gonna try to hang out with some of my other friends in nashville. oh yeah, there's a story with this, I have not been able to find my friends mallory and ashley b/c they had different cell numbers. I walk into a store at the mall, and guess who the asst. manager is... ASHLEY! that made me happy. anyways, that night I went to her apt. and hung with her and her b/f. after that, drove to Murf. and hung out with the trio.
this morning, I got up real early so I could go to my friend Lili's church. I drove back to nashville from murf. and went to her house. from there, we drove to Madison to the church. after that, we went back to Lili's so she could change clothes because we were going to this festival at these apts. it was a festival for the grand opening of this convention center that's going to help the hispanics that live around there. (and in the nashville area) we had alot of free food. the only thing is, it rained some, so it was messy. after awhile, my friends from Haywood Hills church, like Noemi and Andy, came. I was happy they did cuz I was really wanting to see them. we all had a good time. I left there and took Noemi home so she could give me an invitation to her Quinceañera in 2 weeks. I'm excited! After that, I went and my the guys at the mall, and me and josh came home. It was one of the best weekends I've had since I started college. I was also liking driving around nashville. I was missing it alot. I had a blast. Loved it. Loved it. Can't wait to go back in two weeks. that's it!
to nashville- "I'm missin ya bad, I never sleep..."
Man, I can get sooo lonely sometimes.. even tho I've got plenty of friends here, and I really am not looking for a Boyfriend.. and most important, God is never gonna leave me... but, still cant help but to feel a lil alone at times.. and no matter how much I might not be looking/wanting a Boyfriend, doesnt mean I'm glad I dont have one. I am, but it's a lil annoying at times.. ya know? especially if I'm hangin out with couples..... blah blah........ oh well. I've been interested in a guy recently, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized it would be pointless to date him cuz I'm pretty sure it wouldnt work out. Plus, dont know what he feels anyways, soo... what's the point of worrying about it?? so, I'm just gonna let it blow off. I'm not the one to just try to date.. I dont ask guys if they would wanna date me, I mean, not much experience!! only 2 boyfriends my whole life- one cheated on me and one's married now! so, there's how great my experience is.. I really dont know how I got on this kick.. I was just gonna post my entry from last year.. but, it's good that I type this random entry out cuz I can get it out.. so.. there we go. I hope I dont sound completely stupid and I hope what I'm thinking makes sense..? Oh well, total Faith in the Lord.. that's all I need.
I have a myspace now... myspace.com/carissita.. is this a betrayal to LJ? I dont think so cuz I'm sure I wont blog very much at myspace..
anyways, if you've got plenty of time.. check out this entry... esp. if ur shandus, josh b, or al cuz you guys are in it.
what a weekend!!
well, I havent been updating in my LJ because I just never have nothing much to say, and what I do have to say seems to be pretty much the same stuff... school and work and blah blah blah. well, I had such a great weekend, I said to Josh Bowden, "I'm gonna actually write in my Live Journal!"
I started my friday off with going to school, then to work. After that, I came home, ate some supper, and went to my aunt and uncle's house. My lil cousin Brittany is turning 8 and we had a Spongebob party for her friday evening. Josh Bowden came to Metropolis that night. He hung out with me and my grandparents until Ryan got off of work at 11. Then they left, and I went to bed cuz I was SO tired.
The next morning, I got up, packed a bag, got in the car, took Oscar to my aunt's house, went to the bank, and then me and Josh headed for Nashville. I was finally driving to Nashville on my own! It was a nice trip on the way up there. First stop, Opry Mills to visit Megan at American Eagle. That was cool. We shopped a little bit. Then, stopped by Steak and Shake to see if my friend Mallory worked there. She didnt anymore. Met Shandus, Jason, and Allison at Hickory Hallow mall. Shopped awhile, had a good time. *shandus, I hope your thing went ok* from there, me, jason, josh, and allison went to Starbucks. It was good. Then, we went to downtown Nashville and ate at the Mellow Mushroom. It's a pizza place and it was really good. after that, they were gonna go back to Murf. but, I was gonna try to hang out with some of my other friends in nashville. oh yeah, there's a story with this, I have not been able to find my friends mallory and ashley b/c they had different cell numbers. I walk into a store at the mall, and guess who the asst. manager is... ASHLEY! that made me happy. anyways, that night I went to her apt. and hung with her and her b/f. after that, drove to Murf. and hung out with the trio.
this morning, I got up real early so I could go to my friend Lili's church. I drove back to nashville from murf. and went to her house. from there, we drove to Madison to the church. after that, we went back to Lili's so she could change clothes because we were going to this festival at these apts. it was a festival for the grand opening of this convention center that's going to help the hispanics that live around there. (and in the nashville area) we had alot of free food. the only thing is, it rained some, so it was messy. after awhile, my friends from Haywood Hills church, like Noemi and Andy, came. I was happy they did cuz I was really wanting to see them. we all had a good time. I left there and took Noemi home so she could give me an invitation to her Quinceañera in 2 weeks. I'm excited! After that, I went and my the guys at the mall, and me and josh came home. It was one of the best weekends I've had since I started college. I was also liking driving around nashville. I was missing it alot. I had a blast. Loved it. Loved it. Can't wait to go back in two weeks. that's it!
to nashville- "I'm missin ya bad, I never sleep..."