I finally found You
Lyn’s POV
I am a new EXO fan. I’ve been listening since they had their debut, but I haven’t paid any attention to them and only now have I learned to appreciate these twelve gorgeous boys. For almost a week of listening to “Growl”, I have figured out my top five biases:
1. Park Chanyeol
2. Kris Wu
3. Oh Sehun
4. Xi Luhan
5. Byun Baekhyun
And just like any other EXO Stan, I still don’t have my permanent Ultimate Bias in EXO, but for now, it’s Park Chanyeol. I just can’t get enough of his derpy smile, funny attitude, beautiful brown eyes, one-sided dimple, his deep sexy voice, and his laugh that lights up my whole existence.
October 18, 2013
I had nothing to do today, it was still our sembreak, and I was so bored so I decided to watch EXO videos for the nth time. I types “Youtube.com” on my browser and saw a teaser video for K.Will’s new music video was uploaded. I knew Chanyeol was in this video, I read about it a few days ago. I excitedly opened the video and watched it intently.
“Park Chanyeol, as usual, your existence just makes me feel giddy. Where can I ever find someone like you?” I sighed by the end of the video. I decided to comment on the video.
“I hope Chanyeol can read this, but I highly doubt itJ. This video made me fall in love with you more. It was just so realistic. And the girl’s acting is so good and she is so pretty. Chanyeol, I’m happy that I got to know you. Keep smiling. Your smile makes me smile. Your laugh cheers me up after a long day in school. Kamsahamnida Park Chanyeol-oppa, saranghamnida.”
P.S: That girl must be really tall to reach over Chanyeol’s shoulders. I don’t hate her. I admire her.”
I was still smiling like an idiot in front of the screen when I felt something hit the back of my head. “Get out of the chair,” my little brother said.
“Hey, I got here first! Don’t pester me. Go away!”
“You have your own laptop. Use it,” my brother was poking my shoulders.
“Fine!! God, you are such a kill-joy,” I walked away.
Lost in the moment, I didn’t want to open my laptop anymore. I decided to take a nap.
Chanyeol’s POV
I’m so busy nowadays. I barely have time for myself. I’m so exhausted and very much sleep-deprived.
“Chanyeol, the teaser video for “You don’t know love” is out. Let’s watch it with the other,” Kris hyung pulled me out of the couch.
“Do we have to? I just want to sleep,” I groaned.
“We’re all tired. Stop being a baby and suck it up, Happy Virus,”
We went to the kitchen and saw Baekhyun-hyung with his girlfriend (his IPAD) and the others are with him.
“Yeollie-ah~, let’s all watch your video,” Baek-hyung gestured me to sit beside him.
“Guys, I’m really not in the mood for this,” I groaned but none of them paid attention to me.
They played K.Will sunbaenim’s new music video teaser. They were all in awe by my awesome acting. Well, I must say I’m really good in acting. I’ve been doing it for awhile now.
“Let’s read the comments,” Luhan-hyung said.
I was a bit curious of what my fans think so I took a peek too. I sighed, it was the usual “Oppa I love you. You’re so handsome” and “Oppa, please be my boyfriend”. They were also harsh comments like “Oh my god, I hate her” and “She’s a slut”. They kept scrolling until a comment caught my eye. It was in English but I didn’t have a hard time understanding it because Kris-hyung has been teaching me.
From: Lyn Carisse Tan
“I hope Chanyeol can read this, but I highly doubt itJ. This video made me fall in love with you more. It was just so realistic. And the girl’s acting is so good and she is so pretty. Chanyeol, I’m happy that I got to know you. Keep smiling. Your smile makes me smile. Your laugh cheers me up after a long day in school. Kamsahamnida Park Chanyeol-oppa, saranghamnida.”
P.S: That girl must be really tall to reach over Chanyeol’s shoulders. I don’t hate her. I admire her.”
It was the first time I read something so heart-warming, so innocent. It made my heart beat fast. It made me laugh.
“Baek-ah, could you click on her profile?” I pointed on Lyn’s profile.
“Waeyo? Are you interested, Chanyeollie-oppa?” I smacked Baekhyun-hyung’s head. I don’t really like calling him hyung in person. He’s so childish to be called hyung.
“Of course not!” my face felt hot. But why? “I’m just curious,”
“If you’re not interested, then why are you blushing Chanyeol-hyung?” Sehun poked my cheeks.
“Not you too Sehun,” they all laughed at me. “I don’t have time for this. I’m gonna take a nap,”
Author’s POV
Chanyeol fell asleep as soon as he lied on the bed. He and Lyn nearly slept at the same time. Both of them didn’t know that their first meeting will be in a dream.
Lyn opened her eyes first. She saw that she was leaning against a giant tree.
“Where am I?” she stretched her arms but she realized that she can’t move her legs. Her eyes widened when she saw someone’s head on her lap. “OMO!” Lyn pushed the head away.
“OW! What the hell is wrong with you? Can’t you see I’m sleeping?!” Chanyeol's deep voice roared.
“Park Chanyeol, is that you?” Lyn asked as if she’s making sure if it was real.
“Wait a minute, I know you! You’re Lyn the one who commented in YouTube!” Chanyeol exclaimed.
“How do you know my name?” Lyn whispered. “I’m sorry for pushing your head. Does it hurt?”
“It’s ok,” Chanyeol scratched the back of his head.
“Let me see if you got a bump,” Lyn pulled Chanyeol so hard that it was only inches that kept them apart.
And then, everything turned to black once more.
Lyn’s POV
I opened my eyes and pinched myself to know if I’m really awake now. It hurt. My dream felt so real. My face felt so hot.
“Oh my god, I just dreamt of Chanyeol,” I touched my face and felt it burning hot.
“What did you say?” My brother said, peering from the door. “Never mind, Reinel is here,”
“Okay, tell him I’m coming down,”
Reinel Jackson is my long time best friend and boyfriend. Yes, I have a boyfriend. We became a couple I became an EXO fan.
I combed my hair and put on powder before going downstairs.
“Hi babe,” Reinel greeted. “Did I interrupt you dreaming about your gay guy Chanyeol?”
“Stop teasing,” I hit his arm. “And yes, you did interrupt me dreaming about him,”
Our caretaker took out some snacks then we went to the balcony. “In all seriousness Lyn, why do you even like him? You can’t even understand a word he says,”
“I like everything about Chanyeol. Even though we have this language barrier, every time he sings, I can feel pureness and happiness,”
“I’m thankful he’s not here. He might take you away from me,” Reinel pouted.
“Stop being jealous because I only get to talk to him in my dreams,” I kissed his forehead and then he went home.
It was dark now; I went to my room and prepared myself for bed.
“Will I get to see Chanyeol tonight?” I murmured to myself.
Chanyeol’s POV
I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. I splashed my face with cold water, as thought about the dream.
“Gwaenchana hyung?” Tao asked. I jumped at his presence.
“Yeah, I’m fine,”
“I’m gonna go take a shower. Do you want to go with me?”
“Aniyo. I have to go do something,” I left after that.
I saw Kris-hyung in my room, so I asked for his help.
“Hyung, I need your help,” I said.
“Sure, what do you need?”
“Can we do it in your dorm? It’s a private matter,” he gave me a questioning look but he nodded.
We went upstairs to EXO-M’s dorm, then to Kris-hyung’s room.
“Hyung, I need to borrow your laptop,” I grabbed Kris-hyung’s shoulders.
“Waeyo?”
“I need to find this Lyn person. I almost kissed her in my dream!”
“For goodness sake Chanyeol, you don’t even know this girl,”
“That’s exactly why! I don’t even know her but I dream of her. Please hyung,”
“Arasseo. I’ll help you,” Kris-hyung nodded and I gave him my signature smile.
We tried everything we can to know everything something about her. It was very interesting, but something we found made me blush.
“She seems to like you a lot,” Kris-hyung smiled at me.
“Gomawo hyung,” I yawned.
Kris-hyung chuckled. “You can sleep here with me for tonight. I’ll Tao to sleep with Baekhyun,”
I smiled and crawled onto Kris-hyung’s bed.
Author’s POV
They both knew that they’ll see each other again when they saw the giant tree. Chanyeol was waiting beside the tree with a book in his hand. “Last Sacrifice” it was Lyn’s favourite book. Lyn was at the bottom of the hill, she ran as soon as she saw Chanyeol by the tree. When Chanyeol saw her, he gave her a wide grin that she loved and she gave him a shy smile.
“Hi Lyn,” Chanyeol waved.
“Annyeonghaseyo Chanyeol, can you please call me Carisse?” Lyn said shyly.
“Sure, Carisse,” Chanyeol swore she looked cute when she blushed. “Can I ask why?”
“I like it when people call me that. Besides, even if this is a dream, I want to feel close to you,” Lyn smiled brightly, which made Chanyeol’s heart beat faster. “Why do you have that book?”
Chanyeol noticed Lyn’s eyes on the book. “I read from your twitter that this is your favourite book,”
“You saw my twitter?” Lyn’s eyes widened.
“Yeah, your username is @ParkDobiWifey right?” they both blushed at the revelation.
“Can I ask you a question?” Lyn said to break the silence. Chanyeol nodded. “When will “You don’t know Love” MV come out?”
“Why? Are you excited to see my romantic side?” Chanyeol teased.
“Aniyo, I just want to see the girl’s acting,” Lyn teased back. They both laughed.
“I’ll be waiting for your comment,” Chanyeol ran his fingers through Lyn’s hair.
“Jinjja?” Lyn looked at Chanyeol with shy eyes.
“You can speak Korean?” Chanyeol took note of Lyn’s frequent use of Korean words.
“Ne, I’m half Korean half Chinese, but I grew up here in the Philippines so I only know common phrases. I don’t use it much because my namjachingu hates it,”
“Oh, you have a boyfriend?” Disappointment was clear in Chanyeol’s voice.
“Ne, we became a couple before I became a fan. I’m a new EXO stan that’s why I don’t know much about you,”
“Gwaenchana Carisse. I want you to know me based on who I really am,”
Lyn smiled and kissed Chanyeol’s cheek, surprising the latter, and then she hid to the other side of the tree.
Chanyeol and Lyn played tag, chasing after one another. When they grew tired, they sat next to the tree, talking and trying to know each other. They’re position was the same as they first came; Chanyeol’s head was on Lyn’s lap.
“I think we’re about to wake up soon,” Lyn said.
“I’ll be busy until 29th, I don’t think we’ll be able to see each other until then,” Chanyeol frowned. “But I’ll try to see you on the 21st,”
“Gwaenchana Yeol. I understand. You’ll be waiting for me and I’ll be waiting for you,” Lyn smiled.
Chanyeol suddenly sat up and hugged Lyn. “I’ll miss you so much Carisse,”
Lyn’s eyes widened at first but then she closed it and hugged back. “Nado bogosipeo Yeol-oppa,”
Everything turned to black once more.
Chanyeol’s POV
My eyes opened and I saw all of EXO staring at me.
“You look like you were having good dream,” Chen-hyung teased.
I blushed. “You could say that,” ‘great’ doesn’t even begin to describe it.
“You were dreaming about Lyn, aren’t you?” Baekhyun-hyung accused, making my face redder.
“Okay guys, stop that. Let’s go get some food,” Kris-hyung winked at me and I shot him a grateful look.
“Breakfast’s in EXO-K dorm. Suho-hyung and I made a delicious breakfast for everyone,” D.O-hyung entered the room.
Everyone raced to our dorm except me and Kris-hyung.
“Kamsahamnida hyung,” I said again.
“Cheonmaneyo,” Kris-hyung smiled. “How was dreamland with Lyn?”
I chuckled. “She prefers being called Carisse, and it was perfect,”
October 21, 2013
I miss her so much. We went to Beijing for SM town a day ago. I wish we could’ve gone to Philippines. It’s where Carisse lives. She told me how to go to her home from the airport and I will never forget it. “You don’t know Love” MV is coming out today. I’m just waiting for her.
After a few minutes, the MV was finally released. I kept on scrolling through the comments until finally I saw the one I’ve been waiting for, but it was not what I expected.
“I always wanted someone to care for me. It’s what I feel when I see you. I wish you were here with me. There’s so much I want to tell you. I want to be hugged just like her, because with you I fell like all my problems disappear. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight. Bogosipeoso Yeol-oppa,”
That night, I asked Kris-hyung to let me sleep in his room and he agreed. He knew what I have to. I tell him everything, because he’s like a brother to me I trust him the most.
Author’s POV
Lyn felt relieved when she saw the giant tree, it’s been awhile. She would see Chanyeol again. As soon as she saw him, she ran and cried in his arms.
“Carisse, why are you crying?” Chanyeol sounded alarmed.
“Reinel cheated on me oppa,” Lyn sobbed, it made Chanyeol’s shirt wet. “I caught him when you went to Beijing,”
“MWO?!” Chanyeol was angry. Lyn didn’t deserve to be cheated on, she’s a wonderful person.
“Can I cry until I’m okay?” Lyn sounded so broken and it broke Chanyeol’s heart. He just hugged her tightly in his arms and kept whispering that everything will be okay and he’ll always be there for her.
When Lyn has calmed down, she just put her head on Chanyeol’s lap while humming Ariana Grande’s “Almost is never enough”, it’s one of her favourite English songs.
“Am I a bad person, Chanyeol?” Lyn suddenly said.
“Nobody’s perfect Carisse. We are bound to have flaws, it’s up to people if they can accept you for who you really are,” Chanyeol looked at Lyn, who was looking at him intently. “And I accept you for who you really are,”
Lyn closed her eyes and snuggled a bit closer to Chanyeol. “Kamsahamnida Yeol-oppa,”
After another moment of silence, Chanyeol took out two rings that he had bought from Beijing. He put one on his left ring finger.
“Carisse?”
“Hmn?” Lyn sat up and looked at Chanyeol.
“I wanted to give you this when I get the chance to meet you personally, but I want to make you happy as much as I can. Please take this as a promise that I will come for you and that I will make you the happiest girl in the world,” Chanyeol slid the ring on Lyn’s left ring finger.
Lyn stared at the ring for a whole moment. “Are you sure you want to give it to me?”
“Yes and although I know you can’t give me an answer, I still want you to know, I love you Carisse. Saranghamnida,”
Lyn looked up at Chanyeol’s tall physique, her eyes as big as D.O’s; she can’t believe that Park Chanyeol, THE PARK CHANYEOL, just confessed to her.
Everything turned back before he could say anything.
Lyn’s POV
“Yeol-oppa!” I called as I opened my eyes. I didn’t even get to say that I love him back. I felt something cold in my left hand. I stared in surprise when I saw the ring that Chanyeol-oppa gave me in our dream.
“Reinel is here,” my little brother came knocking on my door.
“Tell him to go home, “I covered my whole face with my blanket. “ I don’t want to see him anymore,”
I confined myself in my room for the next few days. I didn’t get to see Chanyeol again. His schedule was so packed ad so our sleeping patterns wouldn’t match.
October 29, 2013
Chanyeol will be going to Micronesia today to film “Law of the jungle”. He’ll be gone for a week or so. I miss him so much right now, but I understand he’s an idol and that he’s always busy.
October 30, 2013
Reinel and I are friends again but I have no intention of getting back together with him. He’s just a friend to me now.
Today is our enrollment day; I got up and readied myself. I wore simple clothes.
Our enrollment process was fast. It was a very sunny day and the ring on my finger shone against the sun.
“Your ring is pretty,” Denise, one of my close friends” said.
“Someone gave it to me,” I smiled while looking at the ring.
“Where is it from?” Alley, another friend of mine, looked at it.
“It’s from china, Beijing to be exact,”
We were about to go home when I saw a familiarly tall stature with a derpy look on his face. He walked up to us.
“I thought you were in Micronesia,” I can’t believe it. He’s here!
“I was worried about you,” He ran his hand through his. “And, I just missed you so damn much,”
“Nado saranghae, Yeol-oppa,” tears started to fall from my eyes; I pinched myself to check if this is a dream. It hurt.
“Jinjja?” I love the way he smiled when I said I love him. “Mahal kita Carisse. I made a promise to come for you. I’ve searched for you everywhere. At last, at long last, I found you,”
He raised his left hand; the ring was shining due to the sun. I can’t believe that it’s all true. I covered my mouth with my hand, my own ring shone as well. Tears of joy fell from my eyes as I ran towards the man I love.
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Hi guys!!! I'm finally back at Live journal. i have been busy at asianfanfics lately. i decided to post my Fanfictions from asianfanfics to here. my username there is lovepikwangchu.
I am a new EXO fan. I’ve been listening since they had their debut, but I haven’t paid any attention to them and only now have I learned to appreciate these twelve gorgeous boys. For almost a week of listening to “Growl”, I have figured out my top five biases:
1. Park Chanyeol
2. Kris Wu
3. Oh Sehun
4. Xi Luhan
5. Byun Baekhyun
And just like any other EXO Stan, I still don’t have my permanent Ultimate Bias in EXO, but for now, it’s Park Chanyeol. I just can’t get enough of his derpy smile, funny attitude, beautiful brown eyes, one-sided dimple, his deep sexy voice, and his laugh that lights up my whole existence.
October 18, 2013
I had nothing to do today, it was still our sembreak, and I was so bored so I decided to watch EXO videos for the nth time. I types “Youtube.com” on my browser and saw a teaser video for K.Will’s new music video was uploaded. I knew Chanyeol was in this video, I read about it a few days ago. I excitedly opened the video and watched it intently.
“Park Chanyeol, as usual, your existence just makes me feel giddy. Where can I ever find someone like you?” I sighed by the end of the video. I decided to comment on the video.
“I hope Chanyeol can read this, but I highly doubt itJ. This video made me fall in love with you more. It was just so realistic. And the girl’s acting is so good and she is so pretty. Chanyeol, I’m happy that I got to know you. Keep smiling. Your smile makes me smile. Your laugh cheers me up after a long day in school. Kamsahamnida Park Chanyeol-oppa, saranghamnida.”
P.S: That girl must be really tall to reach over Chanyeol’s shoulders. I don’t hate her. I admire her.”
I was still smiling like an idiot in front of the screen when I felt something hit the back of my head. “Get out of the chair,” my little brother said.
“Hey, I got here first! Don’t pester me. Go away!”
“You have your own laptop. Use it,” my brother was poking my shoulders.
“Fine!! God, you are such a kill-joy,” I walked away.
Lost in the moment, I didn’t want to open my laptop anymore. I decided to take a nap.
Chanyeol’s POV
I’m so busy nowadays. I barely have time for myself. I’m so exhausted and very much sleep-deprived.
“Chanyeol, the teaser video for “You don’t know love” is out. Let’s watch it with the other,” Kris hyung pulled me out of the couch.
“Do we have to? I just want to sleep,” I groaned.
“We’re all tired. Stop being a baby and suck it up, Happy Virus,”
We went to the kitchen and saw Baekhyun-hyung with his girlfriend (his IPAD) and the others are with him.
“Yeollie-ah~, let’s all watch your video,” Baek-hyung gestured me to sit beside him.
“Guys, I’m really not in the mood for this,” I groaned but none of them paid attention to me.
They played K.Will sunbaenim’s new music video teaser. They were all in awe by my awesome acting. Well, I must say I’m really good in acting. I’ve been doing it for awhile now.
“Let’s read the comments,” Luhan-hyung said.
I was a bit curious of what my fans think so I took a peek too. I sighed, it was the usual “Oppa I love you. You’re so handsome” and “Oppa, please be my boyfriend”. They were also harsh comments like “Oh my god, I hate her” and “She’s a slut”. They kept scrolling until a comment caught my eye. It was in English but I didn’t have a hard time understanding it because Kris-hyung has been teaching me.
From: Lyn Carisse Tan
“I hope Chanyeol can read this, but I highly doubt itJ. This video made me fall in love with you more. It was just so realistic. And the girl’s acting is so good and she is so pretty. Chanyeol, I’m happy that I got to know you. Keep smiling. Your smile makes me smile. Your laugh cheers me up after a long day in school. Kamsahamnida Park Chanyeol-oppa, saranghamnida.”
P.S: That girl must be really tall to reach over Chanyeol’s shoulders. I don’t hate her. I admire her.”
It was the first time I read something so heart-warming, so innocent. It made my heart beat fast. It made me laugh.
“Baek-ah, could you click on her profile?” I pointed on Lyn’s profile.
“Waeyo? Are you interested, Chanyeollie-oppa?” I smacked Baekhyun-hyung’s head. I don’t really like calling him hyung in person. He’s so childish to be called hyung.
“Of course not!” my face felt hot. But why? “I’m just curious,”
“If you’re not interested, then why are you blushing Chanyeol-hyung?” Sehun poked my cheeks.
“Not you too Sehun,” they all laughed at me. “I don’t have time for this. I’m gonna take a nap,”
Author’s POV
Chanyeol fell asleep as soon as he lied on the bed. He and Lyn nearly slept at the same time. Both of them didn’t know that their first meeting will be in a dream.
Lyn opened her eyes first. She saw that she was leaning against a giant tree.
“Where am I?” she stretched her arms but she realized that she can’t move her legs. Her eyes widened when she saw someone’s head on her lap. “OMO!” Lyn pushed the head away.
“OW! What the hell is wrong with you? Can’t you see I’m sleeping?!” Chanyeol's deep voice roared.
“Park Chanyeol, is that you?” Lyn asked as if she’s making sure if it was real.
“Wait a minute, I know you! You’re Lyn the one who commented in YouTube!” Chanyeol exclaimed.
“How do you know my name?” Lyn whispered. “I’m sorry for pushing your head. Does it hurt?”
“It’s ok,” Chanyeol scratched the back of his head.
“Let me see if you got a bump,” Lyn pulled Chanyeol so hard that it was only inches that kept them apart.
And then, everything turned to black once more.
Lyn’s POV
I opened my eyes and pinched myself to know if I’m really awake now. It hurt. My dream felt so real. My face felt so hot.
“Oh my god, I just dreamt of Chanyeol,” I touched my face and felt it burning hot.
“What did you say?” My brother said, peering from the door. “Never mind, Reinel is here,”
“Okay, tell him I’m coming down,”
Reinel Jackson is my long time best friend and boyfriend. Yes, I have a boyfriend. We became a couple I became an EXO fan.
I combed my hair and put on powder before going downstairs.
“Hi babe,” Reinel greeted. “Did I interrupt you dreaming about your gay guy Chanyeol?”
“Stop teasing,” I hit his arm. “And yes, you did interrupt me dreaming about him,”
Our caretaker took out some snacks then we went to the balcony. “In all seriousness Lyn, why do you even like him? You can’t even understand a word he says,”
“I like everything about Chanyeol. Even though we have this language barrier, every time he sings, I can feel pureness and happiness,”
“I’m thankful he’s not here. He might take you away from me,” Reinel pouted.
“Stop being jealous because I only get to talk to him in my dreams,” I kissed his forehead and then he went home.
It was dark now; I went to my room and prepared myself for bed.
“Will I get to see Chanyeol tonight?” I murmured to myself.
Chanyeol’s POV
I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. I splashed my face with cold water, as thought about the dream.
“Gwaenchana hyung?” Tao asked. I jumped at his presence.
“Yeah, I’m fine,”
“I’m gonna go take a shower. Do you want to go with me?”
“Aniyo. I have to go do something,” I left after that.
I saw Kris-hyung in my room, so I asked for his help.
“Hyung, I need your help,” I said.
“Sure, what do you need?”
“Can we do it in your dorm? It’s a private matter,” he gave me a questioning look but he nodded.
We went upstairs to EXO-M’s dorm, then to Kris-hyung’s room.
“Hyung, I need to borrow your laptop,” I grabbed Kris-hyung’s shoulders.
“Waeyo?”
“I need to find this Lyn person. I almost kissed her in my dream!”
“For goodness sake Chanyeol, you don’t even know this girl,”
“That’s exactly why! I don’t even know her but I dream of her. Please hyung,”
“Arasseo. I’ll help you,” Kris-hyung nodded and I gave him my signature smile.
We tried everything we can to know everything something about her. It was very interesting, but something we found made me blush.
“She seems to like you a lot,” Kris-hyung smiled at me.
“Gomawo hyung,” I yawned.
Kris-hyung chuckled. “You can sleep here with me for tonight. I’ll Tao to sleep with Baekhyun,”
I smiled and crawled onto Kris-hyung’s bed.
Author’s POV
They both knew that they’ll see each other again when they saw the giant tree. Chanyeol was waiting beside the tree with a book in his hand. “Last Sacrifice” it was Lyn’s favourite book. Lyn was at the bottom of the hill, she ran as soon as she saw Chanyeol by the tree. When Chanyeol saw her, he gave her a wide grin that she loved and she gave him a shy smile.
“Hi Lyn,” Chanyeol waved.
“Annyeonghaseyo Chanyeol, can you please call me Carisse?” Lyn said shyly.
“Sure, Carisse,” Chanyeol swore she looked cute when she blushed. “Can I ask why?”
“I like it when people call me that. Besides, even if this is a dream, I want to feel close to you,” Lyn smiled brightly, which made Chanyeol’s heart beat faster. “Why do you have that book?”
Chanyeol noticed Lyn’s eyes on the book. “I read from your twitter that this is your favourite book,”
“You saw my twitter?” Lyn’s eyes widened.
“Yeah, your username is @ParkDobiWifey right?” they both blushed at the revelation.
“Can I ask you a question?” Lyn said to break the silence. Chanyeol nodded. “When will “You don’t know Love” MV come out?”
“Why? Are you excited to see my romantic side?” Chanyeol teased.
“Aniyo, I just want to see the girl’s acting,” Lyn teased back. They both laughed.
“I’ll be waiting for your comment,” Chanyeol ran his fingers through Lyn’s hair.
“Jinjja?” Lyn looked at Chanyeol with shy eyes.
“You can speak Korean?” Chanyeol took note of Lyn’s frequent use of Korean words.
“Ne, I’m half Korean half Chinese, but I grew up here in the Philippines so I only know common phrases. I don’t use it much because my namjachingu hates it,”
“Oh, you have a boyfriend?” Disappointment was clear in Chanyeol’s voice.
“Ne, we became a couple before I became a fan. I’m a new EXO stan that’s why I don’t know much about you,”
“Gwaenchana Carisse. I want you to know me based on who I really am,”
Lyn smiled and kissed Chanyeol’s cheek, surprising the latter, and then she hid to the other side of the tree.
Chanyeol and Lyn played tag, chasing after one another. When they grew tired, they sat next to the tree, talking and trying to know each other. They’re position was the same as they first came; Chanyeol’s head was on Lyn’s lap.
“I think we’re about to wake up soon,” Lyn said.
“I’ll be busy until 29th, I don’t think we’ll be able to see each other until then,” Chanyeol frowned. “But I’ll try to see you on the 21st,”
“Gwaenchana Yeol. I understand. You’ll be waiting for me and I’ll be waiting for you,” Lyn smiled.
Chanyeol suddenly sat up and hugged Lyn. “I’ll miss you so much Carisse,”
Lyn’s eyes widened at first but then she closed it and hugged back. “Nado bogosipeo Yeol-oppa,”
Everything turned to black once more.
Chanyeol’s POV
My eyes opened and I saw all of EXO staring at me.
“You look like you were having good dream,” Chen-hyung teased.
I blushed. “You could say that,” ‘great’ doesn’t even begin to describe it.
“You were dreaming about Lyn, aren’t you?” Baekhyun-hyung accused, making my face redder.
“Okay guys, stop that. Let’s go get some food,” Kris-hyung winked at me and I shot him a grateful look.
“Breakfast’s in EXO-K dorm. Suho-hyung and I made a delicious breakfast for everyone,” D.O-hyung entered the room.
Everyone raced to our dorm except me and Kris-hyung.
“Kamsahamnida hyung,” I said again.
“Cheonmaneyo,” Kris-hyung smiled. “How was dreamland with Lyn?”
I chuckled. “She prefers being called Carisse, and it was perfect,”
October 21, 2013
I miss her so much. We went to Beijing for SM town a day ago. I wish we could’ve gone to Philippines. It’s where Carisse lives. She told me how to go to her home from the airport and I will never forget it. “You don’t know Love” MV is coming out today. I’m just waiting for her.
After a few minutes, the MV was finally released. I kept on scrolling through the comments until finally I saw the one I’ve been waiting for, but it was not what I expected.
“I always wanted someone to care for me. It’s what I feel when I see you. I wish you were here with me. There’s so much I want to tell you. I want to be hugged just like her, because with you I fell like all my problems disappear. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight. Bogosipeoso Yeol-oppa,”
That night, I asked Kris-hyung to let me sleep in his room and he agreed. He knew what I have to. I tell him everything, because he’s like a brother to me I trust him the most.
Author’s POV
Lyn felt relieved when she saw the giant tree, it’s been awhile. She would see Chanyeol again. As soon as she saw him, she ran and cried in his arms.
“Carisse, why are you crying?” Chanyeol sounded alarmed.
“Reinel cheated on me oppa,” Lyn sobbed, it made Chanyeol’s shirt wet. “I caught him when you went to Beijing,”
“MWO?!” Chanyeol was angry. Lyn didn’t deserve to be cheated on, she’s a wonderful person.
“Can I cry until I’m okay?” Lyn sounded so broken and it broke Chanyeol’s heart. He just hugged her tightly in his arms and kept whispering that everything will be okay and he’ll always be there for her.
When Lyn has calmed down, she just put her head on Chanyeol’s lap while humming Ariana Grande’s “Almost is never enough”, it’s one of her favourite English songs.
“Am I a bad person, Chanyeol?” Lyn suddenly said.
“Nobody’s perfect Carisse. We are bound to have flaws, it’s up to people if they can accept you for who you really are,” Chanyeol looked at Lyn, who was looking at him intently. “And I accept you for who you really are,”
Lyn closed her eyes and snuggled a bit closer to Chanyeol. “Kamsahamnida Yeol-oppa,”
After another moment of silence, Chanyeol took out two rings that he had bought from Beijing. He put one on his left ring finger.
“Carisse?”
“Hmn?” Lyn sat up and looked at Chanyeol.
“I wanted to give you this when I get the chance to meet you personally, but I want to make you happy as much as I can. Please take this as a promise that I will come for you and that I will make you the happiest girl in the world,” Chanyeol slid the ring on Lyn’s left ring finger.
Lyn stared at the ring for a whole moment. “Are you sure you want to give it to me?”
“Yes and although I know you can’t give me an answer, I still want you to know, I love you Carisse. Saranghamnida,”
Lyn looked up at Chanyeol’s tall physique, her eyes as big as D.O’s; she can’t believe that Park Chanyeol, THE PARK CHANYEOL, just confessed to her.
Everything turned back before he could say anything.
Lyn’s POV
“Yeol-oppa!” I called as I opened my eyes. I didn’t even get to say that I love him back. I felt something cold in my left hand. I stared in surprise when I saw the ring that Chanyeol-oppa gave me in our dream.
“Reinel is here,” my little brother came knocking on my door.
“Tell him to go home, “I covered my whole face with my blanket. “ I don’t want to see him anymore,”
I confined myself in my room for the next few days. I didn’t get to see Chanyeol again. His schedule was so packed ad so our sleeping patterns wouldn’t match.
October 29, 2013
Chanyeol will be going to Micronesia today to film “Law of the jungle”. He’ll be gone for a week or so. I miss him so much right now, but I understand he’s an idol and that he’s always busy.
October 30, 2013
Reinel and I are friends again but I have no intention of getting back together with him. He’s just a friend to me now.
Today is our enrollment day; I got up and readied myself. I wore simple clothes.
Our enrollment process was fast. It was a very sunny day and the ring on my finger shone against the sun.
“Your ring is pretty,” Denise, one of my close friends” said.
“Someone gave it to me,” I smiled while looking at the ring.
“Where is it from?” Alley, another friend of mine, looked at it.
“It’s from china, Beijing to be exact,”
We were about to go home when I saw a familiarly tall stature with a derpy look on his face. He walked up to us.
“I thought you were in Micronesia,” I can’t believe it. He’s here!
“I was worried about you,” He ran his hand through his. “And, I just missed you so damn much,”
“Nado saranghae, Yeol-oppa,” tears started to fall from my eyes; I pinched myself to check if this is a dream. It hurt.
“Jinjja?” I love the way he smiled when I said I love him. “Mahal kita Carisse. I made a promise to come for you. I’ve searched for you everywhere. At last, at long last, I found you,”
He raised his left hand; the ring was shining due to the sun. I can’t believe that it’s all true. I covered my mouth with my hand, my own ring shone as well. Tears of joy fell from my eyes as I ran towards the man I love.
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