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So, the semester is off and running. I'm not sure just yet if this is a good thing or a bad thing. In general I'd sure like to stop time and stay right where I am in life, but I realize this is impossible...so the best thing for me to do is accept the fact that I can't really control where my life is going next. The sooner I realize this the happier I think I will be. Despite comments that I seem happier than last semester, I've felt like an emotional wreck lately. There have been several times in the last few weeks that i have felt ike crying for no particular reason at all. Whenever I try and figure out why, I just can't. I've never really been this way before, and so I'm not really sure how to react. I think that perhaps it has something to do with the fact that I don't like my classes this semester. I also am not thrilled to be working in the coffee shop again. I really liked it last year, and so I'm not really sure why it is so much different this year. I think that there are some key people who are missing. I don't really know though. Moods are funny. I think I am just scared to leave this place...