364 days down
tomorrow i turn 28. i am not exactly looking forward to it. i always look forward to my birthday, celebrating and gathering people is the best. i am not the biggest fan of getting older. i always have that "what am i doing with my life?" freak out right before my birthday. i don't know why i do it every year. i can't help it i guess. i just always feel like i should be doing more with myself and my life. i seem to have these thoughts magnified around my birthday. you know one of those, "another year down and what have i done with it?" is it weird to think i should have done more with myself by now? not that i even know what i want to do with myself.
stupid birthdays.
stupid birthdays.