Rambles, Rants, and Complaining
As of now, my average is a 94.33%. This rocks, but I--being the unsatisfied, perfectionist loser that I am--want to make it at least 2 or 3 points higher. It can be done!!! I just need to work a little harder, and guilt my teachers into giving me better grades.
Kyisha, a friend of mine, and I are speaking again, which gives me hope concerning high school friendships. Granted, I'm not a great conversationalist, so everytime I speak it's awkward, but hey! At least we're not ignoring each other again.
I miss Ms. Trainor. She's so far away now, and now I have no one to cut to, and this year none of my teachers and I really click like that, so...
I seem to be out of the loop with so many things, but I don't make myself particularly available to people, I guess, and besides--telling me anything worth knowing won't be cool, b/c I'm not going to tell anyone. B/c there's no one to tell. Or no one cares. And I try not to get into things.
I guess I just wish people trusted me a bit more. But this is a stupid journal with a stupid title and stupid entries and etc.
I ramble entirely too much. And I use too many adverbs and "-ly" words and qualifiers.
I'm going to force myself to go to 826 on Tuesday, and ask to volunteer. Because I need to. And I think it'll be fun, kind of. As long as I don't work with any kids.
I don't think the LEDA thing is going to work out, so I need to find some other way of getting AP Courses, because my school doesn't offer any. Dammit! Once again, things just don't work out in my favor.
I'll stop the complaining now. Soon, once my computer stops acting up, I'll get userpics and icons and be a happy-go-lucky Live Journal person.
Kyisha, a friend of mine, and I are speaking again, which gives me hope concerning high school friendships. Granted, I'm not a great conversationalist, so everytime I speak it's awkward, but hey! At least we're not ignoring each other again.
I miss Ms. Trainor. She's so far away now, and now I have no one to cut to, and this year none of my teachers and I really click like that, so...
I seem to be out of the loop with so many things, but I don't make myself particularly available to people, I guess, and besides--telling me anything worth knowing won't be cool, b/c I'm not going to tell anyone. B/c there's no one to tell. Or no one cares. And I try not to get into things.
I guess I just wish people trusted me a bit more. But this is a stupid journal with a stupid title and stupid entries and etc.
I ramble entirely too much. And I use too many adverbs and "-ly" words and qualifiers.
I'm going to force myself to go to 826 on Tuesday, and ask to volunteer. Because I need to. And I think it'll be fun, kind of. As long as I don't work with any kids.
I don't think the LEDA thing is going to work out, so I need to find some other way of getting AP Courses, because my school doesn't offer any. Dammit! Once again, things just don't work out in my favor.
I'll stop the complaining now. Soon, once my computer stops acting up, I'll get userpics and icons and be a happy-go-lucky Live Journal person.