Feb 04, 2009 20:13
when i move, i move completely and immediately.
i think ricky still has stuff at his old house he moved from four months ago.
this morning all my shit was in my old place. tonight, none of it is. (except my mattress - it was too icy for the truck i had lined up)
when i went back for belly i put him in the car and immediately started to cry.
it is hard to say goodbye. but good.
the new place feels really nice. i love my room and my bathroom and the fact that i have laundry washing right now and am using the internet.
belly is not freaking out.
i am trying to accept my changing life. i am trying not to need people so much. (except jaclyn, bek, mal)
i am trying to accept loneliness and aloneness. i think the latter is good for me right now.