argh!!!
I hate these people who walk around with a mask on to try to cover up a lie. You think so much of a person only to find out that they are not what they seem to be.
I started considering my step-father as a dad. I even called him dad. But now that my mom died...it seemed that he has totally changed. Everything she owned...is all his. I have nothing but a few picture and two of her jewelry boxes left of her. All the things my family passed down to my mom and then (suppost to be) me...is slowly becoming all his. I am frustrated with it. I hat ebeing rude and mean during this time..btu I am fixing to be. I want to stay close to him..but it looks like NO!
It wa slike the other day. I asked him to borrow my mom's car(ehich is suppost to be mine), cause I had to put mine in the shop. Cause I have to drive to school. He said NO because he needed it to go and do things. He has a truck. Why don't he use that. He made a cooment the other day..."if ever you need me . you can talk to me. If ever you need anything..you can go to grandpa or granny. You can call and talk to me though. When it was a year and a half ago he wanted to adopt me. Hwo crazy i this. Nothing makes sence anymore.
I am glad he came into our lives because he really made mom happy, but right now...himand the rest of my family is making things so chaotic. I really wish my life would calm down a bit.I hate this.
I started considering my step-father as a dad. I even called him dad. But now that my mom died...it seemed that he has totally changed. Everything she owned...is all his. I have nothing but a few picture and two of her jewelry boxes left of her. All the things my family passed down to my mom and then (suppost to be) me...is slowly becoming all his. I am frustrated with it. I hat ebeing rude and mean during this time..btu I am fixing to be. I want to stay close to him..but it looks like NO!
It wa slike the other day. I asked him to borrow my mom's car(ehich is suppost to be mine), cause I had to put mine in the shop. Cause I have to drive to school. He said NO because he needed it to go and do things. He has a truck. Why don't he use that. He made a cooment the other day..."if ever you need me . you can talk to me. If ever you need anything..you can go to grandpa or granny. You can call and talk to me though. When it was a year and a half ago he wanted to adopt me. Hwo crazy i this. Nothing makes sence anymore.
I am glad he came into our lives because he really made mom happy, but right now...himand the rest of my family is making things so chaotic. I really wish my life would calm down a bit.I hate this.