this is what happens when people stop being polite and start getting real
so the real world, the hills, and wizards of waverly place are practically the only shows i watch as of late. which is soooo not me at all which is why i like it. i just love watching them. i don't know.
today i thought i lost my wallet but it was in my smock so i'm good.
i don't know what to say. i don't think the way i used to. 4 years ago i wrote here everyday and i had a million stories to talk about and a million people would comment. back when lj/gj was THE place to be online. now i have nothing to say and no one reads it. but i think i needed an outlet back then. back when my parents were splitting up i needed people just to listen. i'm okay now. and i knew i would be. i told myself and everyone else that we would all be okay and we are. it feels good to have had that feeling and it coming true.
my birthday is monday may 5th! i'm going to be 18, it's crazy i can't even wrap my brain around it. i want to go to a bar, that's all i want to do. and get my eyebrow pierced. that's it.
today i thought i lost my wallet but it was in my smock so i'm good.
i don't know what to say. i don't think the way i used to. 4 years ago i wrote here everyday and i had a million stories to talk about and a million people would comment. back when lj/gj was THE place to be online. now i have nothing to say and no one reads it. but i think i needed an outlet back then. back when my parents were splitting up i needed people just to listen. i'm okay now. and i knew i would be. i told myself and everyone else that we would all be okay and we are. it feels good to have had that feeling and it coming true.
my birthday is monday may 5th! i'm going to be 18, it's crazy i can't even wrap my brain around it. i want to go to a bar, that's all i want to do. and get my eyebrow pierced. that's it.