my new life as a mom...
... it's all a little hard to wrap my mind around. thinking about being responsable for another life but still try to be true to myself and my life goals. i come from a long line of young moms that either forget their dreams in order to give there kids a good life (my sister) or be completely self fufilling dispite having young children that rely on you (my mother). I love them both with all my heart but i want more for me and for my child. I don't know if i'm being unrealistic or not.. i know it will take work, this will most certainly be the hardest i've ever had to work for anything but in my eyes its not a choice.
i had a doctors appointment today... i didn't have my usual mid-wife but it was nice to have a quick doc visit for once... just hear the heart beat, answer my questions, tell me everything is normal and okay my next ultrasound. it was weird cause the nurse said that i was 21 weeks so i thought that i just lost track of the weeks (which i do sometimes) but when i came home i checked and i think i should only be 19 and some days... weird. but for the next few days i'm going to be glued to my phone waiting for st. marys to call me to sch. my next ultrasound!!! it seems like everyone is as anxious to know the sex as jay and i are!!!
i had a doctors appointment today... i didn't have my usual mid-wife but it was nice to have a quick doc visit for once... just hear the heart beat, answer my questions, tell me everything is normal and okay my next ultrasound. it was weird cause the nurse said that i was 21 weeks so i thought that i just lost track of the weeks (which i do sometimes) but when i came home i checked and i think i should only be 19 and some days... weird. but for the next few days i'm going to be glued to my phone waiting for st. marys to call me to sch. my next ultrasound!!! it seems like everyone is as anxious to know the sex as jay and i are!!!