Pass go, collect two hundred dollars

[caressmedown101]

The summer is drawing to an end. For me, its feels as if it has already came. Mike will come back from Seattle, we'll make our scrapbooks and then school will start. Senoir. Last year. Just a few months left.Pass or fail, fate will tell. I really have no desire to go back, if it wasn't my last year, I'm pretty sure I wouldnt. But I'm so close.. why not go to prom, and the senoir all-nighter, and homecoming, and blah blah blah. It's hard to believe that I've came this far. I really didn't think I would make it to this point of my life to be honest with you. I've been through a lot and I don't regret one damn thing. I wouldn't change anything about hat I've done except that night with Sherri. Other than that, if I hurt you fuck you. Poor Ashley can go cut herself, I don't give a fuck, Justin can go get married and everyone can have their peaching fucking keen lifes. I don't understand why people always regret so many things.. you wouldnt be who you were if it weren't for what you've been through, and even if you're a shitty ass person.. thats just ife, fucking deal with it right? I guess I've just realized a lot this past year with Justin and Mike and then the whole Jessica-Ashley thing. Life is too short to baby to people who only bring you down. Might as well say whats on your mind because tomorrow it might be too late. Brad used to always say that, and I guess now I can completely understand it.

I'm going shopping tomorrow with my little sister.. that should prove to be interesting... hopefully she'll wear girl clothes... please let her wear girl clothes....