Oct 13, 2004 16:38
Okay, so this is for Danielle, cause I don't update often enough. Welcome to my life, the one without internet. So yeah, things are going well I suppose. Its been a crazy few weeks and my life is only going to get more and more hectic. I have to start kickin it into high gear. School is going well and I love my kids. I just can't get over the fact that we have been in school for five weeks already. Gina is working at InterLakes Day Care, which happens to be my old job. IRONIC??? ;) So she started that job on Tuesday and she has to be up at like 5:30 am in order to be in Meredith at 6:30am (Its a 30 minute drive) HAHAHAHAHA :) Anyways, enough about Gina...
I am busy as hell and my life is going rather well. I get up and do the same thing everyday of my life, but each day is different. You never really know what to expect at school each day. But the routine is kinda killin me. Oh well. I went home last weekend and remembered why it is that I never go home. My mother drank herself into oblivion and I have decided that I do not need to deal with that shit. I have also come to another realization. I will not be heading out west next fall. As upsetting as this is, I just cannot afford to do it. Christina told me to hang in there and see if I can become financially stable within the next 9 months. I laughed, cause theres not a chance in hell that it will happen, but we can all dream can't we? I got a letter from Carmen today! I am sooooo excited. It was good to finally hear from her. So I think I will now write to her. It will be good to vent to Carmen. I miss those times. **More than a lot of people know**
Okay, I don't have enough time to finish this, so Ill update again later...