it's getting hard to be someone but it all works out. that is i think its not too bad
this weekend was fun and really fucked up all at the same time. on friday i had an amnesty concert at school and it was really fun. it was a little nerve wrecking when the bands were late but they all showed up and did AWESOME sets. joe robinson rocks for knowing such talented people. after the show christen and i slept at mo's house. it was her YOUNGER (not littler) brothers 16th birthday and he came home drunk with his friend. it was rather enteretaining to watch as his friend tried desperatly to operate a really old non-working phone that mo's nieces and nephew use as a toy. then i got high in her basement. it was pretty insane with several fits of laughter, lots of eating and blurred memory. fell asleep with christen in mo's "spare room." christen and i woke up the next morning and discussed how mo was probably already awake and we had never seen her sleep. we go into her room and to our surprise she was still asleep, but not for long. she startled herself awake and we all went downstairs for breakfast. we decided to go to the st. patricks day parade and take some photos. the parade was full of bag pipe bands and fire trucks from all over the entire county. then i went home and got ready for my "date" with the boy mentioned in pervious entries. its not really a date because he is still stringing along his ex-girlfriend while he hangs out with me. its a really stupid situation. so christen and i go to pick them up at the mall. and me in my infinate wisdom say that i shouldnt go in because the EX will most deffinatly be there. christen reassures me she absoulutly wont, but of course she was. this boy isnt smooth enough for this game he should really make a choice while there is still one to be made. oh sure i talk a good game but ill probably let myself get drug along thru this mess for as long as he will drag me. i guess thats what it means to be lonely. but dispite the drama of picking him and christend boyfriend up at the mall the night was not lost. i dropped christen and her boy off at her house we went for coffee at starbucks because there is a lack of cute coffee houses in the plymouth meeting area. after that we went to my old elementary school to play on the playground because it was a REALLY nice night out. we talked, and talked and talked some more. about pretty interesting stuff too. converstaiong didnt drag although there were a few moments of silence where a quick kiss would have fit nicely but despite my best efforts that didnt happen. i know i did my part with the flirting and the timing but he is shy and i just started to get him to make eye contact with me so my guess is things are gonna move S L O W. but maybe thats a nice change, i just cant be that patient. sunday i slept and went to work. tonight is the bosstones concert with mo and christen. YIPPY!