lonely hearts club
today i woke up and went to the bank but it was mother fuckin closed! madison bank sucks my cock. i have $4 in my wallet and the bank is closed tomorrow cuz its sunday. my gas tank is on E and i have no ciggeretes. my life is falling apart! i'll just ask mom for more money, not like she has it but il ask anyway. tonight i went out with steph. we went to her dads because he was having a party. she decided she wants to go to bar tending school next summer and i think ill join her. it will be goooood money while im in college. this 11 year old boy thought steph was the hottest thing walking and it was HILARIOUS. he gave her a hug and will probably be having wet dreams about that moment...once he hits puberty! then we went to tower records and looked at some magazines. i want another tattoo but alas ill be waiting FIVE MONTHS till i can get one...legally. then we went to the plaza and went to five below, urban outfiters and H&M. steph and i saw this bag made out of an old basketball jersey and decided we MUST make them. they wanted like $25 for a bag i can MAKE for $5. then we went to dairy queen and i got a chocolate covered bananna. THE best thing you can buy for under a dollar and i will stand by that! went to cedar grove park and listened to some funny jimmy fallon stuff. hot AND funny...wow what a guy. so the summer blues are starting to kick in but i will fight them off! starting to feel a little lonely so i start to think about past "relationships" if i can even classify a series of guys who used me and probably wouldnt remember my name today as relationships. i want to go dancing sooooo bad. im listening to a rap mix steph m. made for me. and i love sean paul. he is soooo damn sexy. "shake that thing miss" deffinatly need to go dancing and get some hot black guys who CAN dance unlike the white boys. *sigh* i need to makeout with some one ASAP, that will get this loneliness out of my system. any volunteers? haha not that ANYONE reads my journal besides my chicas. i love my friends, they make life bareable. i miss christen. she is at the Pearl Jam concert right now and im soo jealous. i love eddie veder in fact...if he isnt already on my list of guys to fuck i'd like to say now that he has offically been added. "is it worth it? let me work it. put my thing down flip it and reverse it. if ya gotta big dick let me search it and find out how hard i gotta work it!" ok so reel big fish is comming to the electric factory onthe 26th and i have to go. i love them soo much. then 311 is gonna be at the festival pier with g love on august 10th. the warped tour is on august 8th. so many concerts so little money. i need a steady pay check but ive only been working for a week! o well once that get rollin ill be able to build my savings account back up to $2000 but august (i HOPE) i need it to be up to atleast $1600 to afford car payment and insurance and have some left over. damn managing money sucks. 311 tickets are gonna be like $40 but i want to see them...i dont know ill have to think about it a little. reel big fish is only $17.50 so thats a deffinate. warped tour is...$25 this year. i swear it goes up $5 every year and i wouldnt be surprised if it sold out this year. AND its starting at 12pm this year which is an hour later than last and 2 hours later then the year before last. damn more money less time...what a rip off! must see dropkicks, the gimmie gimmies, the ataris, mest and all american rejects. im sure ill get around to seeing more but those are deffinate. im going on and on about nothing interesting so i guess ill STOP.