Jun 12, 2004 22:40
I have nothing to post about, so Im gonna complain again about how sad it was to graduate.
I could pretend it doesnt phase me, but it does. I can barely comprehend the thought that I might never see people again. It sounds stupid, but we're moving on in life and I dont feel ready. Its a big step we're taking. I should probably pretend Im too cool to let it get to me, but guess what, I'm not.
Its only been one day since Ive seen everyone, but it seems like so much more knowing that when Monday comes, I wont go back. I cant believe that I want there to be school monday, but I do and I'm not gonna lie about it.
I need something new to take my mind off it. The beggining of summer used to be so exciting, but today I didnt even feel like I had a reason to get out of bed.
I think a lot of people meant more to me than I realized.
I just cant believe its over. The last year especially was so good. It seemed like it was all coming together and then suddenly was gone.
I needed to get that out. Maybe it was overly dramatic, but it was honest.
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