leave me alone

[carefreesunset]

one of the reasons i was excited to go to illinois was to get away from everything, so why cant i stop thinking about it? i want it all to disappear, i find myself surrounded by all my family and old friends who love me and still, i sit all alone upstairs writing depressing songs and looking at that picture. i got way too attached this time and im never doing it again.

merry christmas eve i guess, im glad your having fun.