something that keeps me awake

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well again i am up late and i have about 2 and half hours until i have to be up and on my way to work
its two thirty in the morning just got done with a smoke and yes i know i said i quit and well i guess stress gets the better of me
wow
23 already and still more stress, but you know what
everything happens for a reason
its amazing.... to put it bluntly
you will never know where you end up the only one is God and he is truely the only one who can help me
you know that he is always listening....
he wont turn a deaf ear
its comforting knowing that I [b]will[/b] always have Him to talk to even when i do the wrong things, say something not as nice as i should have, He has never ending love for me and i can tell you that is all you need in this world because things can fall apart around you but if you have your faith set on Him he will help you, so Thanks God. You have helped me more than i can ever imagine, I know that you wont turn your back on me even though through these years I have turned mine
I thank you for everything you have done for me and allowed me to experience.
Thanks