May 20, 2007 12:07
have been on nutrisystem for 1 month, have lost ten pounds. feel good about wearing tank tops again. want to lose 10 more pounds- then i will be the wight i was when ron and i met and i was really cute then and happy with how i looked.
going on a bike ride today, up to guerneville, then down the coast through bodega and out through petaluma then back up the freeway to santa rosa. looking forward to it haven;t been on the bike sine i don't know when. its been a while though.
all wedding plans on hold until budget is figured out which means i have to somehow convince my father (who I know can afford it) to pay for a large chunk of the wedding. my strategy is to show him what a good deal we're getting on the place we chose and to point out that what we are paying for outside of that will add up to almost as much as he's paying for, and to show him all the ways we are saving so we can pull our own weight with it. i have no idea what he's going to say but i'm so dead set on the imaginary plans ive already made that i will really be crushed if he totally just denies me. i'll just go to vegas if he says no and then he can have no part of the joy. hmph.
I just have such high hopes i guess.
okay time for coffee.