with a grin from ear to ear

[caredundone]

i am so sick of myself. i have been sick of myself for a while now and i realized its because i'm not happy with where i am in life. I am not happy with my job or my living situation. i am not happy with the way i look. i feel toxic. the only thing i am content with is ron and the fact that i'm gonig back to school

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[o0opeachyo0o]

i was talking with a woman at my gym today how i think things are getting better for me and she had known about my shitty previous situations (very similar to how you feel right now)...

she told me that she believes that when you believe in yourself and when you believe you can make good things happen, they will happen. if you go around being all depressed and sad about life, chances are the bad will keep coming.

i hope i explained it in the way she did that made me be all "ohhh i suppose that makes sense" because right now i feel like i really am trying to make things better, im not letting crappy things that arent caused by me affect me anymore.im finally doing what *I* need to do to change them... like your living situation, your job, your feelings towards your appearence...BIG PROPS for you realizing the only thing thats going to change things is what YOU DO. so yay for you and taking the first step in making yourself happy!!! thats way cool about your potential new job, thats totally awesome! i hope you'll be satisfied with your life soon!!