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jenny, a girl i became close friends with for a while back in...well it's been a long time. i think maybe it was '03 or maybe '02 when i first went to the JC after i moved back from san jose.
jenny is a lesbian. and it's very weird because i never had romantic feelings towards a girl really, i mean, i've been physically attracted to girls i was emotionally involved with before, but i've never had any urge to act on those feelings until i met her. i almost felt like i was cheating on nick i was so into her. but i wasn't going to cheat on nick. and i really have never been sure about the whole bisexual thing so i sort of just was really close friends with her, to a point of overprotectiveness i think (she was going through some major shit at the time) and eventually the shit she was going through made her move back home to los gatos and that was that.
well i mean we tried visiting a few times and doing the whole friend thing but. distance whatever. we lost touch.
and she myspace friendsed me today.
and all those old feeling kind of came back. i miss her a ton.
anyways. i don't know what i'm trying to say here. i missed jenny a lot and its really good to hear from her i guess and know shes doing okay. i always wondered about her and i always regretted not maintaining our friendship but a part of me wonders why a friendship that basically lasted a semester of school had become so important to me.
shes the one who i got my cat bradly from. i forgot all about that. bradly kind of picked a new family. he keeps running away form my mom's house for days at a time and then i see him at this other house down the street all the time so i guess he picked a new family.
wow all these memories are making me sad.memories
jenny is a lesbian. and it's very weird because i never had romantic feelings towards a girl really, i mean, i've been physically attracted to girls i was emotionally involved with before, but i've never had any urge to act on those feelings until i met her. i almost felt like i was cheating on nick i was so into her. but i wasn't going to cheat on nick. and i really have never been sure about the whole bisexual thing so i sort of just was really close friends with her, to a point of overprotectiveness i think (she was going through some major shit at the time) and eventually the shit she was going through made her move back home to los gatos and that was that.
well i mean we tried visiting a few times and doing the whole friend thing but. distance whatever. we lost touch.
and she myspace friendsed me today.
and all those old feeling kind of came back. i miss her a ton.
anyways. i don't know what i'm trying to say here. i missed jenny a lot and its really good to hear from her i guess and know shes doing okay. i always wondered about her and i always regretted not maintaining our friendship but a part of me wonders why a friendship that basically lasted a semester of school had become so important to me.
shes the one who i got my cat bradly from. i forgot all about that. bradly kind of picked a new family. he keeps running away form my mom's house for days at a time and then i see him at this other house down the street all the time so i guess he picked a new family.
wow all these memories are making me sad.memories