WHY?!?!?!?!?!?
R.I.P - William Trevor Ball
July 25,1989 - March 20,2003
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
You left! And you didn't even say bye. I had to tell you parents since your brother was telling the cops. I got to see your Mom and Dad cry. I had to be there when they told the rest of your family. The other guy still lives, when he should be dead to!!
IT'S ALL THANX TO HIM DRINKIN!!!
You never did that!! You hated the stuff!! You got made at me when I did it!! So why did you have to go??? I can barely talk to your parents without crying!!
You promised you would always be here, but I need you physically!! I don't know if I can do things that we used to do without you!!!
The ine question I have for god and always will is WHY?!?!?!?!?
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!! YOU TRULY ARE MY BEST FRIEND!!!
July 25,1989 - March 20,2003
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
You left! And you didn't even say bye. I had to tell you parents since your brother was telling the cops. I got to see your Mom and Dad cry. I had to be there when they told the rest of your family. The other guy still lives, when he should be dead to!!
IT'S ALL THANX TO HIM DRINKIN!!!
You never did that!! You hated the stuff!! You got made at me when I did it!! So why did you have to go??? I can barely talk to your parents without crying!!
You promised you would always be here, but I need you physically!! I don't know if I can do things that we used to do without you!!!
The ine question I have for god and always will is WHY?!?!?!?!?
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!! YOU TRULY ARE MY BEST FRIEND!!!