im a dick, im addicted to you :)

[carebearsx]

fucked up again..why do i bother? i am proud of myself though, ive turned down so much food today and instead of getting my usual icee (which i was so tempted to do because after lunch i was really thirsty) i was going to get up and go get a diet coke from the vending machines but mickey offered to go for me so i was happy. im proud of that..and im proud of the fact that last night i was craving a sandwich with honey ham, cheese, and mayo last night sooo bad but i resisted it, and by the time i was about to give in it was 10:38 and i had to go to bed in 22 minutes anyway so i just didnt do it. but anyway..i got out of taking my guitar test again today :) my names last on his attendance list so theres still a few more people before me who need to take it..so i still have one more night to perfect it. i thought i knew it but i didnt..hehe :) welp im off to walgreens to buy stuffs..be back later

xoxo, jen