i never thought i could want someone so much cuz now ur not here and im knee deep in that old fear

[carebearsx]

today was...interesting. got in trouble for my friend stealing lipgloss and lost my wallet with $30, a blockbuster card, library card, pictures, guitar picks, ticket stubs, grr everything..this sucks so much. i just bought that wallet too, it was a pretty monkey. but all in all today was okay. lewis payed for me to get chinese food and we went back to his house..i went online and we danced to spice girls for him hehe. cool beansss. i have so much homework to do i shouldnt have gone out today..i have 40 minutes to finish my trig homework, american lit homework, 10 spanish makeup assignments, and to do the dishes..yet im still sitting on my ass at the computer. my legs dead tired..i had to carry a heavyyy guitar, backpack, AND a huge project board home. the walk to lewis' house was so far too. im wearing blue penguin pajama pants, a long sleeve white roxy shirt and a black kittie shirt over that with knee high black and white striped socks..i look like such a dork but im sooo comfy. ohh tonite im going on a fast..starting at 11pm..only liquids like diet soda and water. im gona have gum too cuz i dont want icky breath. im gona go do the dishes real quick, buhbyes

xoxo, jen