Sep 11, 2004 15:11
I'm sorry for being mad at Billy so long. Apparently it ruins alot of things.
I just put myself into the same situation I promised myself I should never get
Into. Now I see its too late, and if I lose Sara's friendship over it, then I do
Sure it won't make anything better, things will get worse actually, but it is
her choice, not mine, not Billy's, not anyones, just her's. And if I have to kill
myself over it later I'm sure lots of you will be happy -fakes a giddy laugh-
This will never happen to me again. I might as well just move back home. No one
wants a friend like me! Sorry if this makes anyone mad or sad. I'm just that type
of person I guess. To be hated by so many use to be a good thing till' I found
out what a real friend was. Then it just went down hill. Stone wall of hatred are
being built as I type. No one wants a friend like me
-Amber