no matter how happy i am...i get beat to the ground
why wont he stop..
no matter what i do...i can never make him proud of me...
non stop yelling from when he takes me to school..till he goes to bed at night..
he doesnt care that what he says to me is kiling me inside...
he doesnt understand how much i h*te being me....and how much i h*te him...
...im sorry i cant be like my sister. i cant be perfect. i cant get good grades. i dont have alot of friends. i have been in trouble. i have been in trouble with the law. i have been in trouble with the police. i have been depressed. i have had thougths of wanting to die. i do cry at night. i do give up hope on everyone. i cant make my parents proud. IM SORRY I CANT BE LIKE HER!!! IM SORRY I HAVE TO BE ME!!
IM SORRY I HAVE F*CKED UP!! im sorry i have had a bad past. im sorry my family doesnt like me. im sorry i get in trouble alot. im sorry i fail my classes. im sorry i get suspened, and get detentions. im sorry i have nothing going for me right now. im sorry all i want to do is be in a band. im sorry i look like this. im sorry im not a prep. im sorry i stay home alot. im sorry im your daughter...