Apr 10, 2005 21:52
this is going to be emo, just to warn you. when it gets night i get extremly depressed...
i sum 41 but i like this song.. i like the lyrics and im listening to it right now..
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
i just dont like the "im better off on my own" part. but ya.. sigh... havnt talked to aaron all day and he said he would call me..sigh..adn my friends are rthjg sjkl jfhkl nevermind. ones in the hospital... ughh god. i looking in the mirror, theres one right next to me and im always tempted to look at it and when i do i just want to scream. is that realy me? arrg things are just realy messed up right now im trying so hard just to think of something else. but its so hard. god im about to break down in tears right now
yepp does any one get when they listen to certain music or bands??? well i do haha expecailly marilyn , , the faints, sy, ok i bet it wont let me say those so its marilyn m_nson, O_r>g>y, d_adsy, the faints.
my boyfriend jsut got on.hopefully he can make me feel better. im so in love with him.