Mar 01, 2005 19:48
yay today was a snow day. woot double woot woot. katie spent the night last night adn she is again. we might not have school tonmorrow, but idk. hopefully not. today me and katie were home alone till like 6:30 so we listened to music and danced to techno and talked and acted stupid and stuff like that. and i wanted one of my friends to come over and my mom started yelling at me, so she realy pissed me off so me and katie thro cd's at the wall and broke them with our hands and it hurts so fucken bad but pain is pleasure. and it cut my thumb and gushed blood. i never knew there was that much blood in your finger. it got like all over my hands. and way thats what i do when im pissed. i think i need help... maybe i should idk im not going to say. the only friends that are realy helping me are katie, kt, caitie, amber and aaron. there the only ones that seems like they realy care. thursday is the one year date since something happend.. wow last year went by so fast. my parents think im over being depressed.. but wow are they wrong. last year is repeating itself ..and thats not a good thing.. ok im going to go. katie wants to watch american idol, and were gona put the stobe lights on and turn the lights off and dance to techno.
best friends...
Katie <3<3
Kt <3<3
Caitie<3<3
Amber <3<3
Aaron<3<3<3<3
^thanks for helping me. i love all you guys.