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[carebearluvr56]

my heart is breaking all over again and theres nothing i can do but watch the notebook a thousand times and cry my eyes out each time i watch it because as i watch it i think about the person who is breaking my heart and all the times we shared together.i dont know if the pain will ever stop. who am i supposed to turn to when the only person who can stop make me stop crying is the person who made me start? the bad thing about this is i dont even think he knows hes breaking my heart or that he even broke it in the first place. i still get butterflies every time i see him and my heart stops every time he looks into my eyes. every time i see him my eyes light up and every things ok for a little bit.i dont think he'll ever know that this is the way i feel.maybe one day i'll tell him but i dont think i can because i promised myself i would never cry in front of him and i dont think i could tell him all this without crying.all i want is for him to take me in his arms, wipe away my tears, tell me everything is ok, and let me know that it was never over and that it still isnt. please tell me, what am i supposed to do?

"Your breaking my heart, but then again you break everyones heart."
-Demi Moore, St. Elmo's Fire