Aug 17, 2006 20:23
So today was an exhausting day. I went to work and had to say good by to two of my coworkers whom I also consider to be very good friends. To those of you who have no clue who I am talking about, I had to say goodbye to Lee Ann Frees and Jason Bennitt. I am so excited for them but at the same time I am really going to miss them and it is going to be really hard this year without them. I know that I will see them again, but it wont be everyday. My only friend that will still be around this fall will be Angie. I love ya girl! We are going to be going to GR a lot this fall, K?
Saying goodbye today has also only made it more real that Greg is leaving in only a matter of days. I am so scared to be alone! I am going to miss him so much, but I am hesitant to talk about it because I don't want him to be sad that I am feeling this way. I should be happy, which I am, for the fact that he is going to have the time of his life, but at the same time I am jealous and sad because of my own selfish reasons. I hope that God can for give me for it because I am really trying to shake these feelings.
Anyways....no body really cares about this so I am going to get going...much love