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well prom was a lot of fun!! i mean it wasnt great but i got to dance with him! i loved to feel him breath and i loved being close to him it was like a dream...one that was over to fast! i liked getting to stand and look out on the golf course after it had gotten dark and when he would come up and talk to me! it was all great, i got a lot of quiet time to think about things.... i went on a walk with carlie!! she is so awesome!! haha but yea debra came and talked to me.. she was nice! i wish larry hadnt of said that i thought she was mean bc i never did... i had never met her so i couldt of thought that!! oh well, we are going to stone mountian at 5!! hopefully i'll get to be around him a lot! i thought i was over it after 1 and a half years!! i thought i was finally good with being friends but then last night i relized i wasnt...
....when i saw him look at her and i longed for him to look at me in the same way....
....when i saw him look at her and i longed for him to look at me in the same way....