-- - HEART CONSTRUCTION AND ENDING BULLSHIT- --
god damn im fucking tired....
went to the after show party at gregs house.me and my new found friend michelle were the only ones who didnt drink other than this straitedge black roadie guy for the dead season.although mr. bryan flowers didnt get trashed like other people.so yeah--i demonstrated the art of cock blocking.not that i have to-but sometimes there are people who deserved to be cockblocked like the guy i will refer to only as "scarface".-fuck that motherfucker....but yeah i only got like 3 hours asleep...and i need four times the amount.would have went to sleep but i had to lend my uncle for god knows what.probally something i dont wanna know.and man i dont really care as long as i get my 300$ back.
but yeah......highlight of my night and i guess the week happened.
kristan snuck out and we got to hang out last night.she was at the party with me for like a hour or two.
so how about when i took her home she gave me my "present" she had been talking about for the past few days.....KRISTAN HAD BOUGHT ME ROSES.
that is seriously by far the sweetest fucking thing any girl has ever done for me.i fucking blushed the whole way home.i still am all giddy about it.she already knows this....so yeah man-im so fucking falling for her.
we both told each other some stuff last night too and agreed on things.great stuff.
its such a good thing man.shes so fucking good to me.its unreal.how anyone could have taken her for granted is beyond me.
i feel so fucking lucky and appreciated.
i want to know why i took 19 years to find someone like this?
but yeah...im not really boasting or bragging.and i dont think im makeing a big deal out of this either.
i mean--how could i NOT be excited....when everyone else has fucking overlooked me-used me-or treated me like shit?i know i usually regret saying nice things about girls in my lj....but for some reason i think this one is different....atleast im hopeing anyways.but yeah.....shes fucking awesome.like i said earlier...i cant say enough good things about her.ill probally talk about her on other entries later on.so im going on to other topics....
anyways-there has some been some shit with me-mortalism-stone ka tet-and another jealous somone.
2 different groups of people as well as 2 other individuals were suppost to beat my ass...lol
clearly-nothing happened with any of these things.and i dont see anyone beating my ass....not that i saw it happening in the first place.im cool with everyone again.everything as far as i know is fine...and im on better terms with everyone now after all of this shit.so its cool.
dont you just love it when people are 2 faced and talk shit.......because you know i do.
anyways....as i perviously mentioned im really fucking tired....and im pretty sure that i have reached a new level of skankyness.....man after i wake up im going to shower and im going to love it.
this could be longer---but kim will probally be up soon.and i need some sleep.
so until next time....
dont fuck around...
-killian
YOU DONT KNOW!!-YOU DONT KNOWIAHHHHHHHHH!!
"hey-hey-hey- i love it"
can i nauseate on you?........nubins?
j/k
went to the after show party at gregs house.me and my new found friend michelle were the only ones who didnt drink other than this straitedge black roadie guy for the dead season.although mr. bryan flowers didnt get trashed like other people.so yeah--i demonstrated the art of cock blocking.not that i have to-but sometimes there are people who deserved to be cockblocked like the guy i will refer to only as "scarface".-fuck that motherfucker....but yeah i only got like 3 hours asleep...and i need four times the amount.would have went to sleep but i had to lend my uncle for god knows what.probally something i dont wanna know.and man i dont really care as long as i get my 300$ back.
but yeah......highlight of my night and i guess the week happened.
kristan snuck out and we got to hang out last night.she was at the party with me for like a hour or two.
so how about when i took her home she gave me my "present" she had been talking about for the past few days.....KRISTAN HAD BOUGHT ME ROSES.
that is seriously by far the sweetest fucking thing any girl has ever done for me.i fucking blushed the whole way home.i still am all giddy about it.she already knows this....so yeah man-im so fucking falling for her.
we both told each other some stuff last night too and agreed on things.great stuff.
its such a good thing man.shes so fucking good to me.its unreal.how anyone could have taken her for granted is beyond me.
i feel so fucking lucky and appreciated.
i want to know why i took 19 years to find someone like this?
but yeah...im not really boasting or bragging.and i dont think im makeing a big deal out of this either.
i mean--how could i NOT be excited....when everyone else has fucking overlooked me-used me-or treated me like shit?i know i usually regret saying nice things about girls in my lj....but for some reason i think this one is different....atleast im hopeing anyways.but yeah.....shes fucking awesome.like i said earlier...i cant say enough good things about her.ill probally talk about her on other entries later on.so im going on to other topics....
anyways-there has some been some shit with me-mortalism-stone ka tet-and another jealous somone.
2 different groups of people as well as 2 other individuals were suppost to beat my ass...lol
clearly-nothing happened with any of these things.and i dont see anyone beating my ass....not that i saw it happening in the first place.im cool with everyone again.everything as far as i know is fine...and im on better terms with everyone now after all of this shit.so its cool.
dont you just love it when people are 2 faced and talk shit.......because you know i do.
anyways....as i perviously mentioned im really fucking tired....and im pretty sure that i have reached a new level of skankyness.....man after i wake up im going to shower and im going to love it.
this could be longer---but kim will probally be up soon.and i need some sleep.
so until next time....
dont fuck around...
-killian
YOU DONT KNOW!!-YOU DONT KNOWIAHHHHHHHHH!!
"hey-hey-hey- i love it"
can i nauseate on you?........nubins?
j/k