saturday
well since curt and his girl friend broke up like a week ago, he's been talking to me more. my parents randomly brought up at dinner that subject. my dad goes, ya know curt might actually like u, would if he ask's u out. i was like choking on my food, and i wsa like, hmhmh, dad, maybe idk. lol. they are convinced me n him have a lil thing going on. hehe, but hen my mom was all, you do know he is 17. and i was like, crap, i didnt know that, and considering im only 14 for 23 more days, he is like 2 years older than me. and my parents have a slight problem with that i guess. so after dinner, jeesica d caled and i was like omg, im so glad to talk to u. and i was like, did u know curt is 17. and she was lke no, no, he cant be. and so we like figured it out and he is. and if u know mw parents, age is like everything or w/e especially considering my family history, if ur a close friend, u know wut i mean. so i was like oh gosh, this sucks, cuz like curt told steph that he was starting to like me and was eventually planning on asking me out. so i was a lil crushed cuz i am starting to hecka like him cuz he has like the best personality ever. he is so sweet to me and my parents like him cuz we have known his family for about 6 years from soccer. but after i got off the phone with jess, chrissy called and i was like telling her all this, so i sent him a txt, and i was like, call me when u get this, its really important, so he called later. and like i got on the phone and he was like, baby, whats wrong. and i was like , ya know how my b-day is coming up, and he was liek yea, well i was liek, well how old did u think i was turning, and he was all, 15. so i was like u knew that, and i was all, are u 17 already, and he said yea. and i was still shocked that he knew there was a 2 year age gap between us. and he was like, cari, whats wrong, tell me whats wrong, are u alright. and i was like, well my parents brought up the fact that u were 17, and explained everytihng else to him, and was just like, well we can still be frinds, and i was like yea. so after i got off the phone with him, i cried, cuz i was liek well this really sucks, sometihng good starts happening and then it ends.! so the next day at school, he saw me walking and came upa dn put his arm around me as usuall, and he was like, well whats the deal, i cant like see u exclusively, and i was like well idk, my parents are liek cinfusing me. so after that, we talked after school, and so were good now, adn he was all i really like u, and i want to ask u out, but i want to hang out more before anytihng happens. so i was all ok, thats cool. and anyways, so thats how thas been going. umm, friday nite JV won, but varsity lost 3-2 which kinda sucks, but curt couldnt come because he got grounded. so i was like, alright, that really sucks. so today i had planned in having a bunch of ppl over, but i didnt call ne one, so then my family went to see my great gramma in the hospital cuz she fell and fractured her hip, and ididnt go cuz i dont do good in hospitals. so i juts liek sat around and watched one bad trip, then now im on this now, and thankfully we arent going to chruch, sorry but im just to tired. so tomorrow stephy is comeing over, we always have a good tiem just like talking and stuff. i can just be myself around her, no pressure and we can speak our minds, i dont know how i lived without her for tha period of time when we werent friends, cuz she is like my butt buddy, we are always together!!! lol, but goto go <3 yea all.....muah luv yea stephy, chrissy, hannah, and my BaBy!!!!!lol