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I don't know why I did what I did. It hurts. I guess it was for the better. I'm just not ready. No matter how much I want it. I didn't think it would affect me like this though. I can't do this anymore. There are consequences for every choice you make. And lately I've been making bad choices. So, of course, I got horrible consequences. I'm not doing this anymore. It's too much for me to bear right now.