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I don't know. I let things bother me so much. And I love that I have friends who want to help me through it. Sometimes I just feel like I need to take it on all by myself. I don't want to worry other people. People have enough to deal with without adding on my stressload. I need to get away. Get away from all the drama in Dearborn and surrounding areas. I'm going to Georgia. I don't know when. But sometime I will go for like a week and try to be stress free. Probably won't happen like that though. I hate how everyone knows everything about everyone else in this damn city. Causes too much fucking drama. I'm sick of all of it. Maybe I'm just acting immature about everything. No need to cry over spilled milk right? Crying over spilled milk makes me feel better sometimes. Relieves a little stress.
Thanks to the both of you who talked to me tonite. You don't know how much better you made me feel. Feels like a ton has been lifted off my shoulders. I've missed talking to you.
Boys do nothing for me except cause so much hurt. They screw up some of the best friendships I've had with people. And they always know the right things to say to bring you right back. Damn manipulative bastards! I feel so taken advantaged of. I need to be strong and start sticking up for myself. I wish I could be through with boys, but we all know that will never happen. Like the saying goes, "You can't live with them, you can't live without them." Totally bites, don't it?
I don't know what's going on anymore. Things are just so fucked up. I can't help, but be stressed by all of it. Why do I care so much about what other people think. Fuck everybody else. I need to start living for me. I think I need to tone down on the going out every night thing. It's starting to become too much to handle. And no, I will not pull a Danielle Toth on all my friends. The people who truly mean something to me will know what's going on. Whether you like it or not.
Dudesy, lol, its time for bed y'all. No more staying up this late bullshit. I need sleep.
Thanks to the both of you who talked to me tonite. You don't know how much better you made me feel. Feels like a ton has been lifted off my shoulders. I've missed talking to you.
Boys do nothing for me except cause so much hurt. They screw up some of the best friendships I've had with people. And they always know the right things to say to bring you right back. Damn manipulative bastards! I feel so taken advantaged of. I need to be strong and start sticking up for myself. I wish I could be through with boys, but we all know that will never happen. Like the saying goes, "You can't live with them, you can't live without them." Totally bites, don't it?
I don't know what's going on anymore. Things are just so fucked up. I can't help, but be stressed by all of it. Why do I care so much about what other people think. Fuck everybody else. I need to start living for me. I think I need to tone down on the going out every night thing. It's starting to become too much to handle. And no, I will not pull a Danielle Toth on all my friends. The people who truly mean something to me will know what's going on. Whether you like it or not.
Dudesy, lol, its time for bed y'all. No more staying up this late bullshit. I need sleep.