silly sally

Jul 25, 2006 14:13

meh

i dunno what my deal is, but i feel like i don't give a crap anymore about anything.  like i had two papers due yesterday...and i was like fuck that shit i'm not doing it.  me! psycho all about school and my grades didn't do it.  i don't care about school anymore.  i don't care about anything.  i feel like i have no drive even, i don't fucking care.  it's too hard, like you have to work so hard for something and its like whats the point even. i hope to god i'm just being a fucktart cause of coming back from vacation and all.  it's gotta be that.

i want to break things.

i'm bitter.

i don't like people.

i'm pretty much a ball of sunshine, no?

i thiiiiiiiiiiink i need to get my shit together and stay in and be a hermit this weekend, find some focus.  A sober weekend might be in order.

meh. i dunno.

fuck you
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