Jul 25, 2006 14:13
meh
i dunno what my deal is, but i feel like i don't give a crap anymore about anything. like i had two papers due yesterday...and i was like fuck that shit i'm not doing it. me! psycho all about school and my grades didn't do it. i don't care about school anymore. i don't care about anything. i feel like i have no drive even, i don't fucking care. it's too hard, like you have to work so hard for something and its like whats the point even. i hope to god i'm just being a fucktart cause of coming back from vacation and all. it's gotta be that.
i want to break things.
i'm bitter.
i don't like people.
i'm pretty much a ball of sunshine, no?
i thiiiiiiiiiiink i need to get my shit together and stay in and be a hermit this weekend, find some focus. A sober weekend might be in order.
meh. i dunno.
fuck you