I am chaty today.
I don't know what the deal is, but I am rambling non-stop today for no reason. OK..for all of you out there who know me, yes I know I ramble quite often *sticks out tongue*, but it is even worse then normal today. I realized that I commented in like 10 journals and went on about nothing. And now I am posting about nothing. I really don't know why. Maybe it is because it is a cruddy day and it's raining outside..but the again it is England, it always rains. Maybe it is because I drank last night, I am always strange the day after I drank to much. hmm...I don't know, Gretchy says its because I am nervous, which I guess could be true, but I haven't given much thought to the thing I am supposed to be nervous about. Oh well. Mostly I miss everyone at home, I didn't think I would ever get homesick, but I think I accomplished it. I was out dancing last night, and I realized I hate dancing, even when I am drunk, and then all I want was to be in Duluth at a proper house party, laying on a floor somewhere cause I couldn't stand up talking about nothing with my friends. I left, I walked all the way across campus by my self when I was drunk. And I don't walk well when I am drunk. I couldn't stand the dancing anymore, I hate dancing, did I mention that yet. As you can see, the rambling is getting non-stop...but It is my journal damnit. I can talk about nothing as much as I please. I am trying to think of who reads this...cause I want to talk about a guy. Freak it all...I like a guy, as long as I am rambling about nothing I am going to make it full circle. I made up my mind That I am actually going to do something about it this time, by the end of the week. Or so that is what I tell myself, I was able to get ahold of his IM...and well I don't know and what. I have never asked a guy out...or actually gone on a proper date. Ok so I went on one proper date, but that was a long time ago. How do you ask guys out?? what should I say, I don't want to sound stupid. I realize that I am 20 years old and asking this question, so it is stupid to begain with. But yet again, it is my damn journal I can write what I please...so there. *sticks out tongue* Yeah, I know that was immature. But I told you I was in a strange mood today. I think I am going to end this some time soon. It is going to be a hell of alot of spell checking..maybe I will put it behind a cut also..cause it is long and random. If you read this far and know how to ask a guy out, please inform me. It is Wednesday after all..I only have like 3 days.