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Ugh. I need a car so bad. I'm finally gonna have my license tomorrow...and it doesn't even matter. I have nothing to do tonight cuz Hilly left before I got home, Justin is at u of m, and Jessicas party is tonight but I had no ride cuz my mom's going on a date tonight.
So I'm home all night...which I hate cuz I was planning on going to Jessica's party. If I had a car, this wouldn't be a problem. If my fam had more than one car, this wouldn't be a problem. But no, we don't have enough money for more than one car. My uncle was going to buy us one, but he was only paying for the down payment, and we can't even afford the payments and insurance.
For the most part, I don't mind not having money... I don't mind not being able to go spend thousands of dollars on purses and hundreds of dollars on shoes and other worthless crap. I don't mind not having an ipod, and my own laptop, and 5 walk in closets full of clothes. But I mind not having a car to drive. Everyone else can leave early whenever they want, come in late whenever they want...they can leave m-aire practice whenever we get out...they can go anywhere they want whenever they want cuz they have a car. And I have to depend on my mom...who isn't dependable. So I either have no ride, or I have to wait forever for her to get there. Its so frustrating, I hate it.
Grrrr. I'm probably going to talk to my dad about the car he gave erin last year....cuz he took it back when she went to school. It's a piece of shit though...dunno if I even want to be seen a Mercy High School with it...sometimes... I hate Mercy. Some of the girls there don't even realize how lucky they are...some of them don't realize that there are people in the world who ARENT rich. It's so annoying.
Whatev. I'm in a bad mood right now and I hate it cuz I haatteee being in a bad, negative mood... I feel selfish when I am. No matter what I bitch about, there's someone who has it 10 times worse. That's just what I always tell myself... I should be thankful for what I do have. Cuz its more than others. Sigh.
Meg Mal came home yesterday :D We went to beirut...it was lots of fun. I miss her so much. The end of the night came and I was real sad...cuz shes at Western till she goes back to school...so I didn't even get to see her for long. I loved it though! Miss herrrr.
Alright well that's all...my sisters home...tomorrow I have my road test...I'll be happy..even though it doesn't really matter. Tomorrow Im going to celebrate my grandpas bday with the fam.. :)
Much Love
Cara
So I'm home all night...which I hate cuz I was planning on going to Jessica's party. If I had a car, this wouldn't be a problem. If my fam had more than one car, this wouldn't be a problem. But no, we don't have enough money for more than one car. My uncle was going to buy us one, but he was only paying for the down payment, and we can't even afford the payments and insurance.
For the most part, I don't mind not having money... I don't mind not being able to go spend thousands of dollars on purses and hundreds of dollars on shoes and other worthless crap. I don't mind not having an ipod, and my own laptop, and 5 walk in closets full of clothes. But I mind not having a car to drive. Everyone else can leave early whenever they want, come in late whenever they want...they can leave m-aire practice whenever we get out...they can go anywhere they want whenever they want cuz they have a car. And I have to depend on my mom...who isn't dependable. So I either have no ride, or I have to wait forever for her to get there. Its so frustrating, I hate it.
Grrrr. I'm probably going to talk to my dad about the car he gave erin last year....cuz he took it back when she went to school. It's a piece of shit though...dunno if I even want to be seen a Mercy High School with it...sometimes... I hate Mercy. Some of the girls there don't even realize how lucky they are...some of them don't realize that there are people in the world who ARENT rich. It's so annoying.
Whatev. I'm in a bad mood right now and I hate it cuz I haatteee being in a bad, negative mood... I feel selfish when I am. No matter what I bitch about, there's someone who has it 10 times worse. That's just what I always tell myself... I should be thankful for what I do have. Cuz its more than others. Sigh.
Meg Mal came home yesterday :D We went to beirut...it was lots of fun. I miss her so much. The end of the night came and I was real sad...cuz shes at Western till she goes back to school...so I didn't even get to see her for long. I loved it though! Miss herrrr.
Alright well that's all...my sisters home...tomorrow I have my road test...I'll be happy..even though it doesn't really matter. Tomorrow Im going to celebrate my grandpas bday with the fam.. :)
Much Love
Cara