(no subject)
well, test #1 for the week is finished. i can't quite tell how it went. honestly, it could go either way...gotta love med-surg. i have test #2 on wednesday (pediatrics) and i have to work on tuesday night. i hate those combo nights (work tuesday, test wednesday). i've started my clinicals at university and i really enjoy it...it's just a different challenge. but i guess that's nursing school for ya...constantly running like a chicken with your head cut off hoping to catch a moment to yourself SOMEWHERE. this semester has been harder than the first two...lots, and i mean lots more work. let's just say i'm printing off one set of notes for wednesday's test and it is 17 pages long...in type 10 font. it is one of 2 or 3 sets of notes. oh well, the pity party here is over.
i feel like i got a lot off my chest last night. it felt good to let it all out and start to figure out the next few steps in my life. does that mean i know where i'm going? not a chance in hell. does it mean that i am starting to find out what i want in my life? absolutely. i need to find out just exactly who i am, what i want, when i want it, and how i'm going to go about getting there. because all in all, you can't be in a relationship that is healthy and happy, as well as be able to give your total self if you don't know who your total self is. frustrating, eye opening, disappointing; yet, interesting, necessary, and possibly, beneficial in the long run.
i feel like i got a lot off my chest last night. it felt good to let it all out and start to figure out the next few steps in my life. does that mean i know where i'm going? not a chance in hell. does it mean that i am starting to find out what i want in my life? absolutely. i need to find out just exactly who i am, what i want, when i want it, and how i'm going to go about getting there. because all in all, you can't be in a relationship that is healthy and happy, as well as be able to give your total self if you don't know who your total self is. frustrating, eye opening, disappointing; yet, interesting, necessary, and possibly, beneficial in the long run.