Im still here!
I've been so busy, as usual. But, school is done for now. I have a break until January 16th! YEA! Work is crazy, always working over or going in early, because they treat people like shit, therefore we lose people left and right. My grandma is back in the hospital and not doing well at all. Hope and time are both running out on that situation. And bill is acting weird, not talking to me and rarely touching me...so now im left wondering what the hell i've done wrong??? Then I say to myself, how could I do anything wrong, when all I do is work, go to school and stay home with him and the kids....??? O'well, guess we'll get it figured out or we won't. Im trying not to stress because that makes me wanna do one of two things. Smoke or eat. Since I gave up smoking over 5 years ago, im trying to stay away from that. I am now not hanging out with the smokers at work due to it's just to tempting. That leaves eating and in the last two months I've put on 7 pounds. Managed to lose 3 of it, but still got that extra 4 hanging on, because I work midnights (so way to wore out to exercise) and now all I wanna do is eat and cry...Happy Holidays huh? Well, what I need is a good book, but don't have time to shop for one....
Well, enough bitching from me, i'm making myself depressed just reading this....talk to you all later... and Happy Holidays, I don't have time to do christmas cards this year, I can't even do my holiday baking this year....
Well, enough bitching from me, i'm making myself depressed just reading this....talk to you all later... and Happy Holidays, I don't have time to do christmas cards this year, I can't even do my holiday baking this year....