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to everyone, i have learned the meaning of hurting a friend, of betrayal, of worthlessness, and of losing a sister. mary, if you are reading this, losing you meant i lost one of my only two sisters, and you were the best i could ask for. mary, i have hurt you deeply and with the regret i feel i am feeling it is time i left this earth. i have no friends. friends stab you in the back and hurt you, i do not want that. i have messed up my life. i do not know what i am about to do. maybe i will be back maybe not. goodbye