Another Closing Night
And with that it's over. And for the first time in forever, I'm actually relieved. This was a hard show, albeit extremely easy. Weird, I know. Anyone else notice I only talk about shows?? I was telling a guy friend who has been hitting on me that I am married to the theatre, and hence can't hook up with anyone and be unfaithful. Yeah ok, I'm not in Brasil anymore!
But, we had this stupid drama tonight. HUGE drama that shouldn't have been anything. And nothing serious happened. But I just felt crap about the whole situation, as my British friends would put it. And still feeling a bit down. And then debating whether to go to a party, but knowing I had to for damage control, and then my friend called and was like, What are you doing? Oh ok, cuz I'm at the party. Except she was supposed to pick me up on the way. Debated going to other parties that are closer, including Brasil night, but am just upset. I dunno. Maybe post-show depression. But I am thrilled this one is over. And excited to go into auditions for mine, but scared shitless at the same time. I think when posts get onto this note, it's time to end them. Plus have early rehearsal tomorrow and have yet to read the play. Fuck. Too much stuff going on. Can't focus on more than one show, I've definitely determined that. Can jump from one to the next in the same day, but can only be truly focused on one.
Night all
But, we had this stupid drama tonight. HUGE drama that shouldn't have been anything. And nothing serious happened. But I just felt crap about the whole situation, as my British friends would put it. And still feeling a bit down. And then debating whether to go to a party, but knowing I had to for damage control, and then my friend called and was like, What are you doing? Oh ok, cuz I'm at the party. Except she was supposed to pick me up on the way. Debated going to other parties that are closer, including Brasil night, but am just upset. I dunno. Maybe post-show depression. But I am thrilled this one is over. And excited to go into auditions for mine, but scared shitless at the same time. I think when posts get onto this note, it's time to end them. Plus have early rehearsal tomorrow and have yet to read the play. Fuck. Too much stuff going on. Can't focus on more than one show, I've definitely determined that. Can jump from one to the next in the same day, but can only be truly focused on one.
Night all