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[carebaby]

i dont know what it is
maybe im guarding my heart from anything that feels real
but im pushing so many good things that comes into my life away
i write off any romantic connection almost at the source simply becuase i know it will end. and i hate when things end.
then i complain and get down about not having anyone
maybe im jut not totally ready for a relationship
maybe ive hurt and been hurt too much right now
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know about anything right now