I took this from Briana
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: yes, watch how you push my buttons
what do you do when you're mad?: cry, yell and punch stuff
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: I go crazy and try not to hit other people, idk haha
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: idk, things happen for reasons
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: i think once
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: no just myself by hitting things
do you curse when you're mad?: yes I CUSS when im mad and all the time. NO i don't CURSE people its fucking CUSS.
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out? About a month ago cause of family drama
ever cried yourself to sleep?: oh yeah a lot
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes
ever cried over the opposite sex?: HA yeah.
do you cry when you get an injury?: no, i laugh and smile
do certain songs make you cry? which ones: no they just make me sad depending on my mood.
can you make yourself cry?: yes
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: Death, for 7 years in a row with people I knew and loved
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: hit myself, cried over other peoples actions
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: snapped at them haha, im really not mean
ever had a painful break up?: no
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: haha
how depressed can you get?: very
do you inflict pain on yourself?: hmm
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: sometimes
what can make you happy?: my friends, some family, masturbating haha, drinking
do you wish you were happier?: yeah
what makes you the happiest?: friends and some family
is being happy overrated?: no.
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: yes, just havin some good ol times with adventures and reminising however you spell.
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: once
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: sorta
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: nope
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: nope
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: no one
ever made a hit list?: nope
have you ever been on a hit list?: probably
are you a mean bully?: no
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: not really
do you hate George Bush?: no
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: hmm thats a toughy haha
do you believe in yourself?: ha sometimes
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: sometimes, but i always say thanx
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: not dumb, or an idiot
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: hmmm
are you happy with who you are?: not completely
do you wish you can be someone else?: no
FIRSTS
First memory:dont know
First vacation: Floridia to see the Bears play
First plane ride: never
First sleepover: Beth's or Jamie's
First best friend: Beth
First kiss: Jeremiah
First car: dodge stratus, but used to drive different ones before that but they weren't mine.
First break-up: Jeremiah
First screen name: bothd's my mom made it when i was like 11 for me and my brother
First self purchased album: probably a boy band haha
First funeral: great grandma
First pets: Dog Rusty, and Dog Spike
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First true love: no one
First enemy: crystal
LASTS
Last car ride: going to walgreens
Last kiss: Tom
Last good cry: a month ago
Last movie seen: The Man Without a Face
Last beverage drank: Iced Tea
Last food consumed: Popcorn
Last crush: Justin idk a few haha
Last phone call: Briana
Last time showered: a couple nights ago
Last shoes worn: flipflops
Last CD played: ashlee simpson
Last item bought: hair dye
Last annoyance: dog
Last disappointment: myself
Last time wanting to die: dont know
Last time scolded: scolded..ummm?
Last shirt worn: Yellowcard
Last shorts worn: my blue pj pnes
Last website visited: The Dilly
Last words you said: dont really remember
Last song you sang: ashlee simpson song
Last heartbreak: haha fuck if i remember
7 More DAYS until IM 19!!!