NO! IM NOT DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So naturally the first post that i have made in literally months would have to start out with a random generator telling me im a sex beast flirtatious cuddler who couldnt stand up to a barn in a kissing competition...comments anyone? So life has been on crack for the larger part of my abesenteeism (a word perhaps) most of those who stand any potential of reading this post already know, but on the off chance its someone i havent seen in a while, or if you just happen to be a random passerby (though what on earth you are doing in my neck of the electronic woods i could never tell you) Il post it on here.
Recap of life since may-er, april, since thats my last real post: ...who the hell am i kidding, im not goin to manage to fill in everything since may-april, you guys would kill me if i tried to make a post that long. In recent news my dad had surgery at the begining of the summer, they took out some bone from his knee and put it in his ankle cause the bone in that region had died since he broke it some time ago and never let it heal properly. Directly after the surgery he moved, so i had a pleasant time helping them pack whilst being kept couped up in a house with only family (can YOU say cabin fever?) Started hanging out with liz again, nothing like random road trips at 11, went camping with her and one of her friends and ended up doing something a further on the stupid side than i usually prefer, havent seen her, my cd player, my cd's or my hatchet since (thats three weeks on friday for the record) I have yet to go to a single party or barbeque this summer and plans for a midsummer party at my house are progressing slowly, namely because of the fact that i cant seem to get ahold of anyone (ive had the sneeking suspicion that they are to caught up HAVING parties, but thats taking paranoia to a new level, especially considering the situations i know some of you are in) Goin to ella's birthday party on sunday (yes dear, you have the pleasure of so far being the ONLY party i will have gone to) though august should prove interesting with the flood of people getting older.
My own age seems to be catching up to me as well, it occured that im only a few months away from having to sign up for such things as taxes and the draft...i dunno that im quite ready to have the government digging into my wallet on an anual basis, tho they are already doing it monthly with my paycheck but i dont have to do much for that, they dont even ask.
~sigh~ i think i may have really screwed up a good friendship...i just dont know, which is even more frustrating. For all i know im not in the dog house at all and its merely circumstance that has excommunicated us, but im sure that in this case circumstance has had at least a little help from parties involved. In the off chance you remember this exists and read it before i get ahold of you...well...i needed a release, that scream from earlier that week hadnt simply gone away, it had just gotten tangled and confused on its way out. The energy was still there, and it eventually it found a way out...im sorry if the means hurt you.
And now for something completely different.
For the forth of july i played the part of chief pyrotechnition at my grandma's house, blowing shit up for the amusment of others and great personal satisfaction.
I found the train...now im just searching for the next light to follow so it can hit me too.
Thats all for now, i may come back on later or i may just let this post rot for a few months again, its hard to tell w/o internet at my moms house.
-mock newscaster/gameshow host voice- This has been an enormous waste of time on your part, have a good day!
-Jared