Hi
Hi its been a little while since my last post, I am trying to do this more often. I don't know how many read this but okay. haha.. I've been feeling a little confused the past couple of days. I am not getting Alzheimers or anything but just about life and what people are like today are different they they were 5 or 10 years ago. I know that I was a bit immature in elementary and middle school, I don't want people thinking I am still that way today. I have really grown up and I learned of the thing i had about 6 and half years ago. (it took them shrinks long enough to figure it out) but anyway I don't want to say much about that because I am over it and it this occured 10-15 years ago. I just want people to know I really have grown up even though it took me a really long time, I think senior year of high school i started to realize what the world is really about and the first year of college really overwhelmed me. A lot was going on then too, my sister just had gotten married and had a baby that November, my grandfather passed away 4 months after that and 4 months after that I moved from my house which i lived in for 20 years. I kind of went back to being immature again and so much shit I went through just came crawling back. But eventually it all went over smoothly, I think it was after I moved into this Sebastopol house, which is 100 times bigger than that shithole rental I was in SR. I am hoping my dad gets happier. I hate seeing him mad and upset. I was mad like that for a long time but it obviously didn't get me anywhere so I just realized okay and well noone really can stay mad forever, unless you really hate someone. Well im gonna go I think the Angels are on against New York soon! yay finally ! ok g'night