forever
it has been forever since i have updated in here. i dont even remember what i wrote last time so if i repeat myself forgive me. well it doesnt matter no one reads this anyways. um well yea. so nick. we have been talking and hanging out and it has been a lot of fun. he is really cool. im trying to take things slow though because i dont want things to turn out like chris and i. speaking of chris. my stormy's grandfather died. i went to his funeral with her. and chris came too. it was awkward. he kept holding my hand and like putting his arm around me and huggine me and like rubbing my legs, it make me feel really weird cause last time we talked he was really mad at me. i dont know what is going on. i just didnt want him to be doing that not only cause i have a boyfriend but because of the fact that he is my EX and i dont like him anymore. i just want to be friends but that kinda shows me that he still wants more, and it is hard to persue a friendship with someone when they cant keep their hands off of you. it just made me feel uncomfortable. then this other crap happened but we arent going to go into that now. ask me if you want to know. but anyways. we went backto stormy's after the funeral and chris was like flirting majorly with stormy which wasnt good beacause stormy's boyfriend was there. that didnt make him happy at all. he looked really hurt. i dont know what chris's problem was but it was rather annoying. when i went to leave i tried to leave without even giving him a hug but of course he had to run up and give me a hug as i was walking out of the door. it really raelly really pissed me off.but o well i dont even care. then of course wednesday was an aweful day. teachers were being retarded. i got a late grade on a project because i didnt turn it in on time because i WASNT THERE! hello that is gay. i wasnt there to turn it in and i got a late grade. that is 50/100. i was so pissed. then of course when i go to turn it in the day i got back i open my locker and it gets ripped. i was so pissed. blah stupid stupid day. and of course i didnt feel good that day either and i just wanted to go home. ahh. ok well i am done complaining. lets all congratulate bush for his great week. cause we all know it had to be better than mine. i feel like kerry probably does. but o well bush wins. yay!