Mood Swinger
lately I don't know why, but all this anger has been usrging up in me, and I just feel like being nasty and mean to everyone. This rarely ever happens to me, but it does happen maybe once or twice a year where I go through this weird emotional moodwing thing. I don't know what the cause it, but I just feel like I wanna lash out at people. I feel like I want to bait people into arguments, and just hurt people and be nasty ot them. I realize this in myself though, and I try to hold it back, so that nobody notices it in me, so maybe it can go away quietly. It's hard, but usually during these times, I just ask people to kindly leave me alone for a little bit so I don't have to be mean tot hem...until this mood goes away. That's the only way I really know how to stop it, otherwise I just end up hurting alot of people, and some just don't end up forgiving me and I feel huge regrets later on. I can't make the mood go away, so I just have to wait until time makes it go away, which of course it will. Maybe it's some kind of weird male P.M.S.? I don't know. But to any of you I have been nasty to lately, I am sorry, I am just in a terrible mood.