Jun 06, 2006 19:20
I always thought this would be a cool day, 6/6/06, even as a little kid. Sinyi is now undecided on whether we should continue to see each other. She's hesitant...it's pissing me off, I don't like gray area in terms of dating. If she's still undecided in a day, I'm giving up on her. There's nothing worse to me than waiting around on decisions. Anyway, I'll be getting back into the dating ring then. I hate it here. Well hate is a strong word, but I fond nobody of interest here except maybe Sinyi, and maybe two or three others vaguely. It's too fucking hot here and the rebellion here is ridiculously fake and stupid, and even more pronounced in its putrid bullshit because of how religiously controlled a place this is. I just wanna sleep for the next hundred years.