Second date with Sinyi
I went on a second date with her, and it was fun. She's an amazing kisser. I feel attraction toward her, and I like being around her, but now I am getting these confusing feelings. I don't know which ones are real and which ones aren't. Everyone keeps telling me not to analyze everything so much, and I guess I should just stop thinking and go with it. I will just let it keep going, and see where the emotions take me, and which directions they go in. We are probably gonna see the davinci code this week. Wow, third date already. I guess my concern is that I can't tell if I am trying to make myself feel emotions that aren't there for this girl because I am lonely, and desperate, or that maybe I really do feel real emotions for this girl, and it scares me? I don't know which one is true, and I'm not sure it even matters. But this whole dating thing with Sinyi makes me unsettled sometimes. I must just be afraid of being with someone, or something.