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It's hard to take sides on the Rachel and Xris delemna, simply because I am friends with both of them. I just find it very sad because I admired their relationship and it's always sad to see those things end when it comes to friends. I myself haven't been dating at all recently, I have thought about it and have even scheduled dates, but have always cancelled, becuase I just don't think i want anyone right now. I don't even want sex right now...I am totally disgusted with women lately. I kind of prefer to be alone lately too, to think about things more, and sometimes solitary confinement can lead to great insights and motivations. Gabe is writing a story, and I want to write one too. I need to express my artistic ways differently than music, i need a change for a while. I have to work tomorrow. I don't like my job. I wanna be in PA. and I will.