Mar 14, 2005 07:25
I haven't been depressed like this for a long time. Things are in motion now to move, and everything within me is saying STAY HERE. Unfortunately, I just can't. But maybe I will save money and move back up here, because Philly is a place I love now. If I think of it this way, maybe it will be tolerable. I just hate moving away from what I now consider a "life" that I now have. I've grown alot here, and I'm a different person than I was 5 years ago. I will miss gabe, I will miss Rachel, and even Mike somewhat, because sometimes he is a cool guy. I am looking at this change though as an opportunity to turn a new leaf and think about my career, and advance in that, go back to school, save money and be more responsible, party a bit less. Then perhaps, when I save up the money to move back, I will be more clearheaded and be able to live here pretty well. I have to take in my car this morning to get it fixed up...sleep, and then get back to my last few days of work. Oh, and here's chapter 47.
Chapter 47:
pples and oranges" said zach the Leggo Maniac the 4th. "But that is the secret to all the known universe, and believe you me, when the churn rumbles, it does so backwards like a leaopard."
Upon this admission, Al pacino died.
(Sorry you couldn't read the paragraph worth of succulent words above those types, but unfortunately, they were typed in white. And no, you can't highlight them to read them, because this is a different, new alien type of white that highlighting doesn't work on.